Space26 Posted December 1, 2011 Report Posted December 1, 2011 I could use some help if anyone is nice enough to show me the way. Im here because i feel i need help. I am mentally challenged and am scared of how my life is going and where its headed. I think about suicide often. So if anyone can help me plz
SweetSue Posted December 1, 2011 Report Posted December 1, 2011 Hi Space26Welcome Sorry your feeling so down I often get really depressed, and on occasion get suicidal. Its challenging times. And those sort of thoughts I cant just snap out of - though I wish I could.Have you been to see a doctor to explain how you are feeling ?Take care
Space26 Posted December 1, 2011 Author Report Posted December 1, 2011 i was seeing a psychologist when i was younger but i haven't since i got older he was a child psychologist. And now im tryin to find help online. For reasons id rather not discuss in an open forum
eppursimuove Posted December 1, 2011 Report Posted December 1, 2011 How can u help someone if u dont what hes problem is, can u tell why u whant to suicide? where ur life is going to?Hi and nice to meet u.
Space26 Posted December 1, 2011 Author Report Posted December 1, 2011 Well im clinically depressed I deal with adhd add and my life well it down right sucks
eppursimuove Posted December 1, 2011 Report Posted December 1, 2011 What is happening in ur life that u consider a disaster?Im a litle Hyperactive at times, going to the park and running or doing some activitys helps.
Space26 Posted December 2, 2011 Author Report Posted December 2, 2011 so i came here lookin for help and no one can help me ? i need some one that ican talk to some one i can trust that can help me with my probloms
SweetSue Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 This is a very supportive community - support helps.I am trying to offer you support - as are others here. Sometimes its easier to support another if a little more info is offered.Though you are under no obligation to answer when someone asks you a question. Its your choice.So how can we help you ?What do you want to talk about?
Space26 Posted December 2, 2011 Author Report Posted December 2, 2011 well i typed in Google need mental help i found this sight i gone to psychologist and i cant rly go out anymore so i need some one to help me by talking to me i need friends i guess people i can just lay all my problems on the line and maybe they can help me fix some of those issues maybe they cant
SweetSue Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 I know its not easy to talk about things that are causing you problems. I also now it took a great deal of courage to ask for help in the first place. I still remember my first post here over two years ago.I have made some amazing friends here. And we all listen to one another - and offer words of support and if we have any, some advice.Take your time, we all here listening to what your problems are What is stopping you going out as much as you used to? Is it fear or a dissability or something else?I am on-line for a while and can talk with you, and Im sure others will join in too when they are able.
Space26 Posted December 2, 2011 Author Report Posted December 2, 2011 im disabled wishing i was dead all the time because im 26 i live at home with my folks i have no job no money and wonder why i am aliveand the worst part is. My family dosnt understand nore do they rly care how depressed i am. Which doesn't help anything.
SweetSue Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 Not going out as much as your used to cant be helping with your depression.Have you tried talking with your folks about this, or is that too difficult?Whats your typical day like?
Space26 Posted December 2, 2011 Author Report Posted December 2, 2011 i have tryed talkin to them but usualy it ends up in a fight because they dont understand. Typical day for me. I get up and the only thing that i find keeps me busy and able to pass my time is my computer games people and so forworth. Its the only thing that keeps me from going over the edge anymore. I have i get paid money from the state i live in to support me with living but i never see any of that money. My parents keep it and spend it on them selfs. I dont even have a drivers license. And im 26 its not normal. . I deal with add adhd and other probloms that cant be explained. That cause me to over eat so im basicly eating my self to death and doctors rly dont know what to do with it. i have a hard time getting up on my feet walking around doing normal daily things like taking showers is even difficult for me. And what scares me most of all is i and dependent on my parents to take care of me like im a child. But im not. I go to sleep wondering daily if im going to wake up. Or if im going to have some one there to take care of me. Why not just die it would help my Family out they dont need me im nothing to them
IrmaJean Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 Space, this all sounds very painful for you. Have doctors tried offering you a diet and exercise plan that will help with weight loss? Once you are feeling better physically you can take the next step to getting your driver's license which will help you to gain some more independence. Sometimes looking at everything at once is overwhelming and it is easier to take things one step at a time. What do you think?Take care today.
Space26 Posted December 2, 2011 Author Report Posted December 2, 2011 yes iv even considered surgery's to loose wight the problem is theirs apart of my brain that doesn't work which is the controlling of my eating habits. So basically doctors have said they refuse to do any type of surgery even if it could save my life because i would end up eating to much and could infarct kill my self that way. And when you weigh 600 pounds it hurts me to even be on my feet for more then 5 minutes to exercise i cant rly do iv tried dieting and medication nothing works. And my Mental status i have tried to study for the drivers test and such but i couldn't pass it if i tried. The only reason i managed to get out of high school was because the teachers kinda passed me along with passing grades to get me out of their hairs. So again now im stuck with what i have
IrmaJean Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 Space, this has to be stressful and very upsetting. I would keep searching for doctors until you find one that offers you the help you need. Your health is so very important and it is okay to keep fighting for yourself in this. I wish you well.
Space26 Posted December 2, 2011 Author Report Posted December 2, 2011 Space, this has to be stressful and very upsetting. I would keep searching for doctors until you find one that offers you the help you need. Your health is so very important and it is okay to keep fighting for yourself in this. I wish you well.well thats what i was doing when i found this place which is what im kinda lookin for. Is doctors who can help me or anyone with any ideas on what i can do to make things better. Since i have no money nore cash and honestly i dont even rly ever go to doctors my self i probably couldnt if i wanted to. Im extremly dependent on my parents. Which is rly sad
SweetSue Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 hi,You mentioned that your parents had control of your money that the state you live in provides. Is there anyway that you can contact the department and ask for the money to be paid direct to you? You need to have some independance. And you need to have your own money. You could always offer your parents a portion of that money as house keeping. These days you dont need to go out, to talk with the department of work an pensions (it may be called something else in your country). A lot of things can be done over the phone or via the internet.Is that a possibility?
Space26 Posted December 2, 2011 Author Report Posted December 2, 2011 and have my parents kick me out. For considering me greedy and no i don't know how to do that i don't even have my birth certificate. And my mom is the only one in the house that works. We barley have any money to live on as is and most of the states money goes to our bills mine and my mom/dads
SweetSue Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 oh ok, Im sorry. I didnt fully understand.Why would your parents kick you out? Do you and your folks argue often?
Space26 Posted December 2, 2011 Author Report Posted December 2, 2011 well thev tryed to do it in the past. Iv been locked up in a hospital. Before when i was younger. And thev also tryed to get me to move into a well i dunno what it is but a place where doctors can take care of me 24/7 because they cant anymore. And its depressing so yes thev tryed to get rid of me in the past. And yes my mother is a work aholic. And if its not perfect then nothing is ever good enough for her so tryin to understand me dosnt go very well with me and her.
SweetSue Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 That sounds so very emotionally painful :)Ive been locked up on a psych ward far many times than I care to remember. Its scarey, but I understand that sometimes I need to be in hospital. It doesnt make it a pleasant experience though. Have you ever tried expressing how you feel through art? You dont have to be good at it - just sometimes when I have no-one that understands me or anyone to talk with, it helps me to just releave a little of the pain and hurt out of my system. And distracts me for a while from some of my darker more depressing thoughts.
Space26 Posted December 2, 2011 Author Report Posted December 2, 2011 well i turn to my pc and games and stuff my art is my pc but some times it helps some times its worse. Does this site have any body I can talk to for professional help.
IrmaJean Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 I went ahead and moved your thread to general support.We don't offer professional help here, Space, but we can offer you our support and compassion. I'm sorry that life is so painful for you right now. I hope you will find that expressing your feelings helps.Do you have any other family or friends who might help you with this?
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