shanrucas Posted December 11, 2011 Report Share Posted December 11, 2011 Hello everyone, I am trying to make a comeback here. I know I have been away and not active in forums for a very long time. So many changes. So many new members and seeing not many of the older members I use to exchange with here..life moves on.My journey of taking care of bedridden mother continues..I just don't know how she carries on..there has been some more progression in her MS..I believe that we heading for some final stages all though it will still be a long time for her..for those who don't know me..she has been bedridden for ten years.I still struggle keeping bipolor in check, learning new tools to help me with this. I feel that I am in a much better state when I joined a year ago. I have let go of fear, despair as best as I can and just go with its moment as it comes..thats all I can do. I notice that as long as I do my best to stay balanced and use the tools that I was shown, it spills over to my mother and she is in a better state of mind..although for her she never truly is in a bad state...she is a love and I am one lucky daughter to have a mother such as she.. so I intend to see this journey through.There are many new people in my life now that give me what I need, which is love, faith and hope..I have had to say goodbye to many who just wanted to keep me in a place of despair..it was hard and I miss some of them..but I have an important job at hand and must keep positive energies flowing...Now as mom sleeps furthre into a mental state where I can not reach her so well I feel I must stay as connected as possible..Still having finacial issues and can't afford caregivers..just people to sit with her as I do errands a couple of hours during he week..Hope to be able to interact more..love to all. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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