Filum Posted February 21, 2012 Report Share Posted February 21, 2012 ^ That's a sincere apology, I hate posting here where anyone can see but I need someone to see, and since I've got posts floating around somewhere here wherein what I say makes me look like a sick person, there's little harm in adding more.Bad depression, suicidal feelings, out comes the anger and desire to kill people and eat them. I don't even care about the depression anymore, it's never going away and I haven't killed myself yet, what do I care. I'm pathetic.I need to tell someone in real life but I can't. I tried. I hint at it. I dance around the subject. I lightly touch on it in what if scenarios and then say I'm just curious. I'm largely alone, one girl texts me on a daily basis to talk about whatever inane subjects she reserves for me.I want to ask her if we're friends or Friends and if it's okay for me to bring up a heavy subject, like, say, problems with mental health, provided I keep it free of melodrama, but I already foresee this as being stupid.She's a real person. Next to her I look like one of the hollow people I'm half convinced don't actually exist. I have nothing to gain and a lot to lose by bringing it up.Why can't I just keep it bottled? What do I do? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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