Man, all this negative action on the treads is getting to me... I used to love this forum because it was positive, pleasant, and I felt I could get some good, genuine advice and support. Then along come a few negative people who are bound and determined to overide what anybody else thinks or feels, and the whole thing goes all chaotic. It was not easy finding a safe forum, and I guess this one is subject to the same negativity as all the other ones.... Today I got PMd over and over again by som
I felt good today. Happy even. I've been changing lately. I don't feel as insecure as I have in the last few years. I feel confident in my independence. I think 2 things are at play. I don't beat myself up like I used to. This is the year I work on my self esteem and I have consciously stopped beating myself up about anything. I just don't let it happen in my mind... and so I have had nothing negative that festers in me. Nothing to make myself sad about. The other thing is that I have f