15 left to go...
As malign said, yes finally it's all in my mind, all the knowledge and everything. I am moving really slllllllloooooowwww though, but look at the good part of it: I am moving! I need 15 whole pages to finish in my thesis. But I have a nice floating speach in my writing as my friend, boyfriend and father told me. Fortunatelly, cause that ability saves me and helps me connect the informations I have found, so the whole system moves.
Let me tell you something about movement. As I say in my thesis movement is rythm. Is a beginning and an end, movement is life itself. When you are moving you are having rythm and that means order and balance. The word rythm (which is ancient greek) comes from a root word that means moving like a water and from that particular word also comes the word 'new'. Well, the water is always new as it is moving and new water is coming to the same spot of a river. Look at another fact now. Water is life!
So I am moving and really I feel so much better. I know I am far away from my target, but ok, things are in an order now. I don't feel bad when I have to do a work like shopping or the dishes. I just do it. I even cleaned my balcony so well that you can leave a baby to play on it's floor. And I don't feel bad cause I know my first priority is my thesis and I feel ok that I am working on it, regardless how slow. I feel I breath now, I am not that stressed, I am balanced
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