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that's what's making me sad right now..

i feel kinda osdfi.

too many thoughts in my head and i still have decisions to make and i jjust want it all to go away but it won't.

i wish soomeone could make all the right decisions for me.

then i wouldn't make any mistakes and maybe i'd be happy! i dunno what's happening to me. i feel like i'm getting very dumb..i was never that bright but i'm getting worse! i have the concentration span of a pea. i can't concentrate on anything anymore. i used to read lots when i was younger, now i can't coz i get distracted too easily. i can't watch tv unless i am in a room on my own otherwise i can't concentrate. stuff like that.. maybe all my brain cells have popped. it's really annoying >|

i'm really bored |

oh and this is my 100th blog entry.