I try to remember to not write any of my posts here and only paste them. It gets frustrating to put in the time and effort to only lose the damn things.

Shannon How old is your mother? I can't remember You might be able to set something up that my wife and I did for her ailing father who also had small pension getting in the way of receiving state assisitance.

Mom is going to be 70 next month, which is quite remarkable for someone living with MS the majority of her life and also to be bedridden for ten years.

Im having the crapiest of days today, just one of those days when reality sets in and brings me down.

There is a fulltime job that I would have a good chance at..but I did the math...I come up short with the cost of having to have more caregiving hours,,I would just be paying for part of the caregiveing expenses and wouldn't have anything left after that..Like I have said before square peg in a round hole...I keep trying to jam it in, and no matter what it doesn't fit.

Hotspot...tell your wife thank you for trying to help keep trying...there's gotta be something out there for this situation...I have talked to others though that are in the same situation...it's almost better that you don't have a retirement then you can get assistance...go figure. My mom's generation is going to be really hurting when they get to their elderly years. I have discussed this with the therapist I seen through hospice, he is a wonderful guy and he says this generation thats coming up is going to be in a bad situation. he says facilities which are already overcrowed will be even more so...there are going to be even more people in my mom's situation..some of them are still working.

OK I'm gonna be truthful and just say that I've had a little more to drink than I ever do but like you Shannon it's been one of those days.

I will let you know what my wife thinks about your situation and if I screw it up sorry will redo but first of all she thinks you should apply for disability yourself one because of your illness and 2 because you are the sole care giver of your mother with MS. Now of course that does not happen overnight but is retroactively paid from when you applied till when you get approved. Second like we did for my father in law get a lawyer that deals with special needs trusts not all lawyers do this so need to find one in your area that is proficient. Your fathers pension for your mother as well as her own small pension can be put into a special needs trust over seen by YOU. The trust does not pay for housing, medical or food but can pay for everything the State does not cover not only will cover expenses not covered by the state but also then allows you to apply for everything for your mother state medical insurance, SSi and even foodstamps the money held in the trust can not be used against her but can pay for things that those services does not cover. It takes a little looking into a lawyer that does these kinds of trusts but with the right one an entire new world can open up. You and your mother could get state aid and Keep her smaller benefits without it affecting the other. It is totally legal and is done so people in your situation can take care of themselves. Money held in trust can be used to maintain things breaking in the house, medications or co pays for drs or medications not covered by the state, as well as transportation that might not be covered by the state. The state would be able to pay for 12-24hr home care for your mother among other things.

We did this with my father in law that had a small pension keeping him from being eligible for state aid. Once you get a lawyer it can take like a month to do while doing it you can apply for emergency assistance and then once the trust is set up permanent assistance. I'm sorry if this is jumbled but like I said Ive had horrible day if you don't understand something ask and I will do better. My wife tells me whats happening to you and your mother is not right but can be changed with some tweaking. Again nothing illegal here just major tweaking in your favor I know I saw someones post that mentioned putting all your mothers funds into your account that is illegal if you then apply for other services do not do that. what I'm telling you is totally legal get lawyer they will tell you the same. I know you have a lot on your plate but you need help don't wait any longer

why did you guys have bad days? My day kindof sucked too went for a double counseling session and all it did was piss me off more I really dont need no help in being madder He wanted to talk about all this shit from years ago tried remindin him its 2011 anyway gonna make beach tropical mural on my sinder blocks when they go up think that would be nice came home today to find one of my neighbors kids naked in middle of my yard brought him back to his house and his mother comes to door all drunk actin like I took the kid or something

Mike: Heaven help those kids with a drunk mother. I would also have been unhappy had I seen those kittens outside the supermarket – it’s like going shopping and then saying “oh, and I’ll have one of those kittens, too.” You don’t get a kitten on impulse.

I am unemployed. I have two rental flats so I am scraping by. Until I find work, I have started volunteering for Hospice. They have a charity shop and receive donations almost daily. All this stuff has to be sorted through and priced so it can go into the shop. The storeroom is almost overflowing, boxes everywhere! So this is what I am doing. The shop does well, the stuff is dirt cheap and it supports the poor who come in and buy. I feel useful and that's a good feeling. I go 3 mornings a week.

It’s good to hear from you, Elijah. The easiest way to get here is like this. You can set your notifications to receive an email when someone comments. In that email is a link that takes you directly to that comment. Scroll up to see if there are other comments above it that you haven’t read. This is how I get here. I can explain how to set your notifications, if you don’t know how.

What was that private message you got that upset you? Why would anyone have a reason to send you nasty PMs? Let’s sic Domino on them! Seriously, if someone is harassing you, they have to be spoken to, we don’t tolerate that on the forum. Let me know?

Shannon, I don’t know how you do what you do. I really admire you. My mom is 73 and is still hale and hearty but we have longevity in our family and eventually she will be old and frail. I would like to care for her as you do. By that time I will be old, myself.

Hotspot, it is amazing to me to meet someone who was at 9/11. I clearly remember where I was the moment I heard; we had live CNN coverage. It must’ve been so traumatising to have been a rescue worker there! On that date in 2008, I was diagnosed with bipolar 1. That was a shock, changed my life and not for the better.

And that is enough for now.

Mike you have such a soft heart, I too see kittens and puppies outside in parking lots being given away...I just can't understand that. I sold a horse I had worked with to what I thought was a good home...I still regret doing it because I got work that he was starved to death...breaks my heart everytime I think about it...Don't take something on that you can't handle.

Hotspot, I understood everything you were saying..lol maybe your are learning to talk "shannonese". I am in the process of applying for SSDI, its in the determination state, this the first go round so I am still waiting to hear. I am going to see an attorney who specializes in all this stuff, I had seen one awhile back, but it wasn't her specialty, I know her and she didn't charge me, but I either didn't ask the right questions or I didn't understand what she said, maybe both. I need to see if I can get guardianship rather than Power of Attorney for mom. The list keeps getting longer and the days keep getting shorter.

Luna, I think volunteering for Hospice is a wonderful thing, They are great people and so understanding, the gave me counseling even though mom isn't a hospice client...they billed me but told me not to worry about it..just make a donation or two..I have lots of medical equipment mom no longer uses. So I need to make time to take this stuff to them.

Longevity runs on mom's side of the family too..my great-grandfather,her grandpa lived to be 103. never saw the inside of a hospital or facility, lived out his life in his home near the river, my grandmother took care of him...guess the caregiving thing runs in the family. stops at my aunt however.

Having a better day today, mom is doing good, I got to ride one of my horses and its sunny and warm out. And I stayed away from those who tend to trigger me and ruin my day.

Jedidiah..how are you??

Shannon, glad you understood all I was saying. It can all sound complicated and even more so, to try and write it out. You definitely have to get Guardianship of your mother. Hopefully your SSDI will go smoothly unfortunately it usually doesn't first bite at the apple. My wife strongly suggests that if they reject your first attempt that you immediately hire a disability attorney to fight it on your behalf. Choosing the right one is key of course but will make matters go faster. There are several that not only specialize in disability claims but that also do not expect any payment upfront. They take a percentage of your retro award which is a capped amount. Too many people fight it by themselves and it drags on and on. As you know you don't have the time or energy to do this. As my wife says you have to start getting the system to work for yourself and mother not against. Obviously doing so, would alleviate a lot of stress and what ifs.

Mike, do report this drunken neighbor of yours. What if you hadn't been the one to find the child? Some people shouldn't be parents ever but sadly reproduce like rabbits without conscious. Anyway, yesterday was shitty day had major MVA where 1 entire family was killed and another family partially.

Luna, Hospice work is rewarding. Helping get everything organized so, that it may be sold and beneficially used by those in need is great.

My house reported to the Towers 11 minutes after the first was hit on 9/11. I didn't leave the area for nearly 3 days after. What was left of my crew than worked combing through those piles for months after. I attended 78 Memorial and Funeral services. I don't think many will ever forget that day. I think most have moved on like with any other major "historical event/crisis" but for some of us it mine as well of all happened yesterday.

Anyway, Jedidiah is having his final surgery next week. I am not sure of the exact day yet, Mike might know. Jedidah if you are around you could also tell us. I know they have you even further medicated than before. I have to say when you start speaking in Dutch/English it makes me laugh.

Whose sending you private upsetting messages Jedidiah? Mike and I have gotten a few accusing us of having caused problems for Linda. She wasn't kicked off the site she was told to act with respect like everyone is entitled to and should adhere to yet still have some jerks trying to blame us for her behavior. She supposedly is reading as a guest but not posting anything. Her absence and behind the scenes emailing has gotten a few up in arms. Unfortunately have some here I think with nothing going on for themselves so, they thrive on drama. I have a life and many things to occupy my time which I think causes angry jealously in some. Either way I really don't care. I have to also say I am proud of Mike for not responding to any of these people who like to talk shit behind a keyboard.

Jedidiah this is why there is a delete button and you can also block the user. A lot of times the best way to deal with these types of people is to ignore them as if they don't even exist.

Hotspot, thanks for the continued support..I will do as suggested for sure, I think I need legal support to help me through all this. And also I am very proud of you Hotspot to share your experience of the MVA and the 911 Day. Its the first time I have seen you mention any of it and I know its hard, but you can't hold those horrors in, and see you can do it without worrying about "triggering" any of us here, cause you don't have to go into detail, but you can at least talk about how it is effecting you and why.

I am soo sorry you guys are STILL getting such emails, juvenile, I mean it mostly involved us and we have been able to move on from it all...sheesh I haven't even mentioned it anymore. As for Linda, I don't know what to say, she isn't coping well at all. Personally I think everything finally took its toll on her, don't get me wrong, Im not making excuses for her, but she isn't doing well, I had her from her via my personal email cause I wanted to know what was going on. Its all the medical issues coming to ahead and she has pretty much given up. Other than that, I don't know what to say. I just want us to keep moving ahead and continue to support each other and I don't really care what anybody else thinks about it.

I will have surgery again on Tuesday morning.

Shannon, I hope the suggestions Hotspot and Mrs. Hotspot has given help you and your mother.

Luna, volunteer work is extremely helpful and a selfless act of kindness. I wish more people here would do the same. The world would be a better place I believe if people assisted and thought more of others. Oh and Mike helped me learn what you described on how to get here without all the steps.

Mike, I feel bad for that woman's children. I am glad you were able to bring the child safely home even if it was not appreciated. Hearing from Hotspot about how the children's help system works here I wonder if these children would fare better elsewhere.

The private message I received had not anything to do with Linda. A certain person here with whom did not want to post in the thread I had started because they felt too many were already posting began exchanging private messages with me. In the beginning they were fine, than they started to become redundant and dark. A lot of the things this person would write about I had already talked about or answered in the thread in which they claimed to be following along with. The topic of differences between living within my community and remaining living out here kept coming up. I had explained what I thought were the positives and negatives. I am not naive enough to believe that nothing ever bad happens to or within my community but this person decided to go into grave detail about issues that occurred over the past decade.

They started telling me about a man that enjoyed raping many Amish, the mass murders that happened at a school in my community among other incidents. I do not think this person meant to be upsetting to me, they did continue to speak to me as if I am of limited intelligence. Overall attempting to make it appear that all the horrors that occur out here daily are not as prevalent as these limit heinous occurrences to my people.

Hotspot, I can not imagine what it must have been like for you on that horrible day. The time spent there during and after. Attending all of those services. I am really honored to call you my friend. I think if you need to talk about any of this that you should here. How sad about the families yesterday.

Hats off to you Hotspot. Wow. The world is a better place because of you.

Elijah, I am very concerned about this person who is messaging you. It is harassment. Please tell me who this is so I can take it up with the other moderators? Can you forward one of the messages to me? You should not have to put up with this.

And anyone else who is being messaged and/or harassed by anyone - please report it to one of the moderators. Keeping the forum safe for everyone is a vital part of our task here.

I have a tenant from hell who has harassed my other (young) tenant to the extent that she, the young tenant, has given me notice. She came to me in tears yesterday about how she had been treated. I went to the first tenant and told her she has cost me my other tenant and I want her to leave. She denied doing anything at all!!! Said the other girl is lying. She said various other things too, but it culminated in her saying she is staying for FOUR years and there is nothing I can do about it!

The law is very much on her side in this country, it is extremely difficult to evict someone. She is a very vindictive and spiteful person, so she won't hesitate to take me to court if I do anything illegal, so basically my hands are tied. She has laid a criminal charge against a really good person here in town because he said he might have some work for her to do and then didn't. I believe my younger tenant's version so she told me last night that I am "a silly white woman who has been taken in by a black" !!!! She actually said that!!!!! My mouth hung open ... my jaw quite literally dropped! I cannot believe she said that. When I asked how she'd feel living here when she knows I don't want her here, she said "I feel nothing, I don't care."

So, yeah, I have some happy days ahead of me. I am shaking. This all happened last night. I could conceivably be living with this for the nest four years with this woman in my back yard.

Elijah, it is times like these that make me want to advise you to choose to go home. This world may have many wonders but really, what is more important than caring for those close to us and living in a supportive community? Your community has their priorities so right. The law says I cannot evict someone who is spiteful and vindictive and has driven my other tenant away. Oh and who has been short on her rent every months for the 9 months she has lived here and has never paid me back for a cent of electricity. I was being nice and kind, but we all know how far that gets us. I will be going to speak to a lawyer, but I spoke with a friend who is a rental agent and he says I am in a very difficult position and basically, legally, there is not much I can do. All I can really do is make her life a living hell and hope she gives up and moves out - throw my good energy after her bad energy.

I am trying not to get down over this, but I am upset. I refuse to cry but I know I will eventually.

It is OK I am not replying to the person anymore. I do not think they were trying to cause a problem only being ins

insensitive.

That really is horrible that you have that kind of person as a tenant. I would think there is something that can be done about her although I do not know what. Maybe the others here would. I really do not understand people out in this world everytime I think I am beginning too it feels as if I return to where I began. I do not want you to be upset. I would like to say more but I can not sit up any more.

Elijah, I mean Jedidiah -

You look after yourself now, y'hear ...? Yes, there are some nasty people in the world and one of them has now crossed my path. It is not pretty. I will just have to cope as best I can. I am a tough old cookie. My kindness was abused but I acted with integrity and that is mine to keep.

Jedidiah, thanks for letting us know when you have your surgery, that way we can keep you in our thoughts, just think one step at a time and soon you will be outta there. I am sorry that you are having a tough time with the person that is PMing you, you are a good person for wanting to help, you are so wise beyond your years.

Luna, boy sounds like you have your hands full. A good friend of ours has many rentals and has the same problems you have described, his hands are often tied and his property destroyed. He has many renters who do not pay their rent, I don't know what they are thinking, I guess they think he has money and take him for a ride, but he is actually loosing money.

Hotspot and Mrs. Hotspot have always been very helpful to me and my mom, I am glad I got to meet you two,,even if I have never talked to Mrs. Hotspot, she sounds like a lovely and caring woman..such lucky kids.

Brodman, I hope you are going to report anymore trouble from neighbor lady, some people just shouldn't have kids.

How is your cinder wall coming, have you started yet or you waiting for better weather, I keep forgetting you guys are still having snow, I am getting ready to pull out the lawn mower here. pruned the roses already.

I am so happy everyone is here, I am feeling particularly lonely at this time. don't know why, everyday is more of the same.

sshh shannon dont want anyone knowin I have a heart let alone a soft one thanks for sayin not many around here say anything nice about me but thats OK cuz I dont give a crap about most anyhow

its nice seein everyone talkin and Im glad hotspot and his wife have suggestions to help you shannon cuz I dont know how any of that stuff works

Hotspot think if id been through what you have Id be insane. somehow you arent well not anymore than rest of us here and you are takin in all those kids and carin about them probably for first time in their lives that is all huge kind of helps me remember not everyone in this world sucks

Luna guess things are different where you are cuz here eviction takes about 3 months and youd get back what that dope hasnt paid in her rent For reduced fee in one of my old apartments I was onsite super for a bit and had some real lowlifes that always caused problems then being behind on rent or just not payin it and in spiteful ways I use to like to turn off their electric in their apartments and water at times or just the boiler so theyd only have cold water could only do for few hours at a time for (repairs) but I made sure they needed a lot of repairs LOL amazing how having control of a few switches and knobs turns peoples attitudes around or gets them to move out. Owner of building use to remind me it was illegal but he liked the bennefits from it. Ive always taken up on my responsabilities so when others dont it really pisses me off

Well Im here watchin over the dead people this place is wicked creepy sometimes with the stuff that happens child footprints that appear and than vanish alarms that go off without reason moving shadows see on the survielance monitors and the list goes on Domino is still fasinated with that grave poor guy in there from what hotspot told us isnt even all in there

The idiots sendin the private messages about Linda like hotspot I just dont care

I am done with her and them and delete them Not gonna let any of them take their shit out on me they need help and its more than I could give or wanna Feel bad for linda not bein well but ya know we all have our shit and problems and still have to be at least civil to everyone Ill talk with you guys and when and if yous dont want to anymore Ill move on till then Im not goin back to the forums I just get so angry there anyway

Jedidah whoever was sendin you messages like that is twisted glad you stopped replyin who needs that and you with the medical problems now anyway I will see you on sunday with hotspot we are gonna come together but if ya wanna kick my ass some more in chess just message me Also have to agree with Hotspot and say you are way funny when you start talkin 2 languages at once

Oh and shannon not havin my sinder blocks goin up till spring like april time we dont have weather like you do Snow all over here and Im also gonna have my pool put in so its gotta be breakable ground in april major backyard renovations happen

I am glad I put up the hidden camera around my property realized I have on dvr the kid naked in my yard gonna see what else gets picked up over the next few weeks and then report this drunkin lady that way it will be more than just me sayin stuff I dont even think the older duaghter goes to school anymore they are nice kids really its not their fault the kind of mother they have and they love Domino and he them they just dont have anyone teachin them right and wrong it will be sad when sinder blocks go up and cant see the kids no more Domino goes right to fence lookin for them now when he goes out and sometimes they throw ball over and they play fetch through fence but with their mother and it will be cheaper for my property insurance to have blocks up when pool goes up will have to do away with likin the kids playin with him

anyway have to go revelcro his booties on and put on his wrap so we can go for stroll in the cold over the dead I got him new booties sure wish they would sell them in 2 packs instead of 4 his front paws are smaller than the back ones

I assume it is only a matter of time before this area that we've been able to nicely chat in becomes invaded or removed. There really does not seem like any OK place here anymore for me. Anything, moving nicely gets fucked up and is allowed to be. My wife keeps telling me I need to walk away from this site. Talk via email to those I want and say good riddens to this site. I was telling her how I thought things could be OK in time maybe I should listen to her I really just don't know anymore.

I hear you, Hotspot.

I woke up to find that I'm stuck in a most awkward position. Ack! What can I say? We're still conferring (mods) and unfortunately it gets delayed because of when we are online and time zones and what times we're sleeping.

Meanwhile, I don't see any reason at all for this space here to be removed or invaded and I can safely assure you there is no talk of that. This is still your safe space and it remains hidden from all except mods. Please feel free to speak here and talk about this if you wish, it really is your place. This group remains what it is, irrespective of what is going on on the forum.

I realise it is awkward to have me here right now. I understand if anyone is uncomfortable and I don't want you to feel this way. I will excuse myself and only return if I am invited and wanted. I shall miss every one of you.

This group is valuable. The divisiveness is out there and we're caught up in it, but it's not in here. Protect what you have here.

Luna, I do not have any issue or problem with you at all. Nor, do I with your remaining posting in this blog with all of us. Domino, already slobbered and sniffed you over.

My issue and aggravation is not with the mods it is with the pot stirring and just unneeded bullshit. Do I think more should be done to actually stop issues especially when they are rebrought up in ways to only cause further problems, I sure as hell do. Some though I gather from the response feel it better to make something that caused grand problems into some bullshit wannabe learning experience. This is not school or group therapy.

I'd have more respect for the suggestion had it been done on it's own not within a thread with clear issues and anger. The thread was left alone so, there wouldn't be any further issue. If that crap isn't enough I then get a private message from the weeks later stirrer titled "I don't want to argue" Like PLEASE no other rational response could be expected from the initial posts made today.

I had already not really wanted anymore to do with this person but was not closed on the idea of possibly things working out in the future. I can say now that ship has sailed. None of this has anything to do with being right or wrong it's about respecting others rights to not want to be a part of the dragged out crap and to do so, without being constantly talked about.

Luna I dont have problem with you bein here never did

I really thought this shit was over she wants to keep bringing it up because we arent seein it like she wants us to

I saw that message I know I should take responsability for this and that and blah blah blah we moved on but not in a way suitable for her she thinks I should apologize to corvette and other shit she wrote it will be a cold day in hell when that happens I didnt think his apology was real to begin with and he proved to me it wasnt when he made entire new thread to talk about me and you even then I let it alone weeks now said nothin about any of it

I dont know what will happen with this blog dont seem like it will go anywhere fuck anything wanted to be done or said can happen on the forums so why not here

I think your wife just dont want you gettin stressed more I understand that Not everyone has to be friends not all disagreements will be resolved maybe if I had some prior relationship with the guy things would have been different but there wasnt and what happened happened you are right there isnt any right or wrong in all this beyond someone wanting to control how we should respond to what happened talk about control issues she could have went on posting about any thing and maybe in time we could have all gotten back together but after all her male bashing and now trying to say what I should think or have decided to do about something burned that bridge to shreds

I dont care who she or anyone talks with or is friends with here dont get why she cant acept that for us

I think the whole lets talk this crap out is bullshit too because in my mind there isnt anything to talk out doing so in that thread is horrible choice anyway What part of we dont all agree is hard to grasp? what part of we are all not going to be friends anytime soon is hard to grasp? what part of letting things be and making sure others dont crap stir to cause more problems is hard to grasp? she could have just posted in the thread about whatever continuing it on with whomever would reply instead she decided to do what she did what a flaming crock and Im not buying

Thanks Hotspot and Brodman, I just didn't want anyone to feel awkward.

My concern is about this blog. You both seem to have had the thought that things here (in the blog) won't be the same. But no-one has any disagreements with anyone else here, do they? So I am just hoping that what happens outside there doesn't spill over in creating issues here, now that the space was recreated so nicely. Of course we can talk about it here, (it's even necessary since it affects you), I am just concerned that this may become divisive in here as well. I hope this is still a cohesive group. In the short time I've been here, it's been fun. I hope we can keep it that way. What do you think?

(Yes, I am trying to be a peacemaker.)

Mike and Hotspot, I feel terrible for the both of you. We were all beginning to enjoy being able to chat all together again. Having Shannon and Luna included made it a nice place to be. What is happening in the forum will eventually derail what Mike helped start to be rebuilt.

I know the Moderators give their time to keep this site as safe as possible but I do not believe what is being allowed to happen is helpful. I do not think I have ever used this word before but I am disgusted with what I see happening. I also feel that after reading the recent postings that perhaps not meaning to come across as such but to me allowing the negative unnecessary comments to stand only brings the anger level back to where it began. It also feels like trying to start a discussion about conflicts in the middle of one dredged up is a recipe for disaster.

There was not any need for the comments Linda made in her post. It came across as nothing else but wanting to recreate a problem already finished with. I liked your reply Hotspot.

I thought Moderators were to be impartial maybe I do not understand their role correctly. To see a response to this goading, negative display as an OK way to be posting leads me to believe everyone is not safe here.

Perhaps your wife is correct Hotspot maybe talking by email would be better. I think I might rather doing that instead of coming to this site. I do not want to see my friends picked at. I do not want to see you both giving this Linda what she seems to want, more strife, harsh word exchanges and not time to heal. Shannon will only be left upset and in the middle somehow harmed again.

I feel foolish for being at this site I once felt welcome at.

Jedidiah hotspot and I will see you later dont get upset we are gonna keep doin what weve been doin in this blog everyone talkin and bein together

Now for something happy You are gonna see your first super bowl today cant believe you hadnt done that yet but we are gonna stuff our faces and have a good time and I have a very BIG surprize for you It took a lot of fenaglin to allow it to happen but I do think it will make you real happy

until this blog gets blown up or somethin me you hotspot shannon and luna are all gonna keep talkin unless one of them dont wanna anymore Domino has ruled this is best cause of action and I second the motion think we need a third to have it be totally official or does Domino get full veto powers?

I wanna know if shannon watches the superbowl even if its not for the football but to see the guys bendin over in their tight shiny pants :eek: and if it gets broadcasted in Lunaville

gotta get home now shower feed the pooch nap and then go pick up all the goodies

I am wondering if Domino has his booties velcroed on too tight? HE is the Mod here so, what ever he rules I think we are suppose to abide by or suffer the rath of further slobber.

I'll see you in a few hours Jedidiah. I think you will enjoy your jumbo surprize very much.

I say more power to the pooch! I'm behind you, Mike.

I doubt the football would be showing here. But then I haven't made any effort to find out either. Enjoy it.

Please don't leave, Jedidiah?

I would like to stay here with my friends talking in this blog. I do not want anyone to always be hurt or read outside it being done time after time. I do not want Shannon to feel bad. Perhaps we should go with what Domino thinks is best, animals are keen observers and protectors.

I am looking forward to watching my first super bowl. It will be nice having Hotspot, Mike, and a few other friends with me today. I wish they would have given me a hint of what my surprise is. A lot of things are big and jumbo. I try to figure it out but can not. They do not have to bring me anything being with me is kind enough.