Hello again,

This post seem so optimistic (I'm sure it was not a sign of mania!) and I'm sorry the one written today is so sad again ... But this can be seen as a progress - you already can be in a better mood for some time. Today it's gone, but surely not forever. I hope you'll have more moments/periods like this one, soon...

I see your giving up hope for justice as a good way to go (I'm not sure at all if it's really/objectively good, but me, I like this kind of attitudes in situations like this one - when the decision doesn't depend on you.).

By the way (I'm not sure if I've asked that already, but probably not); have you read something Victor E. Frankl (the founder of existential analysis and logotherapy)? I don't know if you'd like him, but... many, including me, appreciate very much his approach toward suffering and the way he explains how to find the right attitude when facing something inevitable and unchangeable. Maybe you could find some support and inspirations in his book(s)...

Thanks Lala. I will try to look that up. Maybe you can explain it briefly ot give me the name?

Here are some references:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Viktor_Frankl

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Man%27s_Search_for_Meaning

I'm not sure if the book I've read is called in English "Man's search for meaning" or "The Will to Meaning" (-these are two different books). I suppose it was the 2nd one. But I don't think it's very important which I recommend - you can see on the web and then decide what you like the most.

By the way, my inbox is already ready for new messages . I'm quite curious what you wrote to me at the weekend... .

Hi Lala, Do be quite honest I don't know what i wrote. I don't see a way to look at sent messages. I will try to look into those links - thanks.

What day did I sent it Lala?

It's OK if you don't find it . It means it wasn't urgent and "too important". (But I'm still curious .)

It was on Monday (so not the weekend).

I know how to look at send messages (when you're for instance looking at your inbox, then there is, up, a "line" with "Inbox" and there you can select through the arrowhead "Send items"), but I don't know it those that did not reach the recipient are saved there...