realizing that I've just made some mistakes along the way and learning from them. Not taking enough time to take care of myself. Sounds selfish but I can cause problems for others when I don't have my own head on straight. So it's almost a duty to get my act together. If only I knew what my act was supposed to be :confused:

I have to keep experimenting. It took hundreds of tries to make a light bulb. Need to have that kind of attitude to solve this.