I'm sorry it hurts.

The point is to be well again. The voices, vultures will go away one day. I hope you will keep fighting.

We care about you, Sue.

I'm hoping that piece by tiny piece you'll be able to put yourself together and feel you are living, not just existing. Right now, this is too much, but situations can get better. Can you believe in your friends when we tell you life takes unexpected turns, and you might take a turn for the better?

Oh, I don't know how to help. But I don't want to accept you will live in this level of pain forever.

This is so hard for you :-( I'm sorry.

What can we do, SueSue??? :(

There is talk therapy, there is medication, there is remembering that you were well for quite a while and that can happen again...

And you always have us

thanks. you guys already are doing all you can, by listening to me and caring. and it helps..

im kinda triggered today. spiralling a lot. doubting things i wouldnt normally. feel so confused. dont know who to trust. im so sad. not sure why. things are just real painful.

Sue, I am sorry for your confusion and pain. It's good that you are aware of and listening to your feelings. We're here and listening.

hey sue, I'm sorry things are upsetting right now. I hope you're ok.

and, if you haven't already guessed it, I have something I've been saving for you .......... :(

Thinking of you, Sue.

they changed my meds, im now on so much medication. its flatening me out. my mood swings are calming down, infact i think they are stopping. feel like ive been stuck in this presnt frame of mind for way too long. i dont like being so low and sad, i really wish my hypers could return. hypers make things so much easier to cope with. want to die. but a little peace of me is starting to want to live - think thats the cow chops in me. need to just find some quiet place to lay down and just "be"

Sorry you feel low, suesue. But glad to hear a part of you is wanting to live.

To the bunker? the gerties need to be fed their chocolate leaves, I think. They miss you.

sue, i am sorry. i hope that you can find some peace... you so deserve it.