Starting to feel like I am coming out of depression again. A lot of pain and sadness is still around but I'm looking forward to the future. Was able to phone a friend today. Didn't talk about depression, just catching up, but I don't really talk about my problems with friends. I have realized that I've lost my interests and become pretty dull. Going to work on re-cultivating some interests and hobbies and maybe that will lead to more friends/less social anxiety.

Feeling bad about decisions made in the past, especially around work. Need to move on but more importantly learn from the mistakes and figure out how to move forward. Kind of know what direction I want to go in but worried it will be just another dead end. I wish I knew what I wanted to do with my life.