I only drank one night this week. Had a hell of a hangover on only 6 drinks. Had multiple panic attacks to wade through on Saturday. I don't know if that is due to drinking or if I just am prone to panic on Saturdays - probably a combo of both. Need to try not drinking on Friday night to find out.

My therapist thinks I might have ADHD and gave me a test to fill out. I used to think I had ADHD, then figured it was just depression mimicking the same symptoms because no pdoc would consider it as a possibility, now I'm all unsure again. If it was ADHD it would sure explain a lot, such as why the meds have not quite been right yet and why I still can't seem to get anything done on time. But who knows what the diagnosis will be, it's just a test and it hasn't even been scored yet. I just wish I could know for sure one way or the other.

I'm still isolating but I'm working on that with my therapist. So far not a lot of progress but I'm trying.