wow! well this couldn't be more clear! No, but seriously, It's good to asses your options carefully and feel the feelings that are there. Healthy really. Just have to make sure they don't lock you down 'safely isolated'... but propel you forward into the world... Towards what you want, yes.

I find myself pondering these days... keeping my mind on what I want as well...pondering as well if the risk is worth it....

Keep us posted

Complete clarification leaves me with no mysteries left to intrigue you! :-) Nah, it's more complicated than that. Even this place is too public to be completely open about some things. But it's not a dark secret, and it's something to work towards. A good thing, in other words.

You take care of yourself, too, Miss Tour.

Ya, I know, Is alll good. Clear as mud is sometimes a good thing, as long as it's clear to you. There are somethings I have kept to myself as well here, because I felt I could manage, and because well, just cuz

I'm ok, I seem to take my heart for an emotional rollercoaster though these days. But yesterday I went for sushi with my roomy and he helped me keep on track...

I love sushi!

It does make many things better. :-)

Well, and good company helps.

Best of luck Malign , with whatever decisions you make. You have a very good insight into others problems hopefully it can help with your own beliefs and thoughts.

Goose

Thank you, goose. My insight can be highly variable, and difficult to apply to myself, yet. I'm learning, though. ;-)