thought id be ok this weekend kids are here my grandsons coming ...i just got a letter from the p/nurse saying im fat! i am fcking angry i cant believe he is allowed to say things like that even if it is true.
now i have to try stay calm and not do anything dumb cos the kids and my grandson will be here..how the hell am i sposed to get through the day now without them noticing anything.
i might be fat but he weighed at least 90lbs more than me..he was twice my fckin size..bastard bastard bastard..so what if i swear like who gives a fck.
i have nobody to talk to nothing zilch everythings just fckd
i am going to go to the clinic on monday and knock the shit out of him with my sons numbshacker and stick a knife to his throat..i dont give a moneys arse who he is or what happens,he's humiliated and really hurt me so why should i give a shit how he feels, a copy of that letter goes to my gp too how the hell am i supposed to face him now. :mad::mad::mad::mad: