the_anonymous_one Posted May 21, 2019 Report Share Posted May 21, 2019 I'm feeling all twisted up inside. I watched some irregular porn just now. I guess it could have been worse but it was about a guy tied down and a woman teasing this guy. And I masturbated. What can I do to redeem myself. I want to have a girlfriend and a real relationship but it doesn't look possible as long as I am so messed up inside. Am I just a fucked up individual or does this have to do with SPS. I really hope it has to do with SPS and I am alright as a person coz then all I gotta do is have sex and my worries will either be confirmed or denied. I have another thing to admit. Sometimes I watch webcam girls. I saw this one girl who got an orgasm using a toy by just penetrating it two inches or even less just playing it around. I asked her how this was possible. She said the g spot is located 2 inches in. She said size does not matter. I believed it but I also realized that there are women out there who wouldn't be satisfied with even an 8 inch dick. So everyone is different and to some size matters and to some not depending on their anatomy. I have the highest respect for all anatomies though I would be partial to women who are satisfied more easily for obvious reasons. Women, if you are reading this, please respond to me. What should I do? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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jazz Posted May 22, 2019 Report Share Posted May 22, 2019 Hello Anonymous. I think you are being v tough on yourself and you don't need to 'redeem yourself'. It's a difficult situation. I also have a feeling that whatever I say will not reassure you. You are looking for validation that probably has to come from within rather than from someone else. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
the_anonymous_one Posted May 22, 2019 Author Report Share Posted May 22, 2019 thanks jazz for showing your concern. it means something to tell you the truth. im over it already. i want to do better things than that and that's what counts. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheDane Posted May 24, 2019 Report Share Posted May 24, 2019 I have told you this. It's simple math. you go through enough women to find the one. I understand where you are coming from, but you have to throw yourself out there. YOTH 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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