tobeistohope Posted July 21, 2010 Report Share Posted July 21, 2010 :mad:Sometimes I wish I could just walk away from myself and my life! I just ate half of a stuffed crust pizza, ice cream and pizza rolls, and can u believe it, my stomach hurts! (sarcasm) I hate myself soooooo much, how can I live with me any longer? I don't have the courage to commit suicide. I really wish someone would just beat me up because I feel that it just what I deserve. The only thing that feels good to me is to eat, that is the way it is and that is the way it has always been! I eat constantly and I eat until I am sick! I had a dream not too long ago where I could see myself lying in the ditch and I was walking away from her with a look of disgust on my face. Oh, how I wish I could do that! I'm so sick of liming with me! I feel so much like cutting myself right now. I want to be mean to myself! Urgh! How is this sick problem ever going to end?:mad::confused: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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