Rman34 Posted August 27, 2010 Report Share Posted August 27, 2010 Been some time since I have posted here, been trying to get my life in order and so on, as well as dealing with my self on a personal level. Last time I posted about exterm emotions withdraw from the world, things have gotten better in some ways but worse as well. As of late it seems like I can do nothing more but then to think of "dark" thoughts, like I often fansitise about killing some one, and how I would do, I would ofc never act on these but it is like my mind loves the idea of the vilocen and the depe hate that is prodocced from said thoughts, it is like I can see the image in my mind of what I will do, ever little detail and so on. Isolation has been my key as of late as well, keeping away from people in general is satisfying for me, I can not stand other people as of late, I see them like bugs running around in there own little lives caring not what they are doing or were they may be going. I often fantasize of a world with out these people what it would be like just to purge them off the face of the earth and to be the only person here all on my own. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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