Guy Out There Posted September 14, 2010 Report Share Posted September 14, 2010 Hi everyone,I went for an appointment with the team who are treating me to see a doctor who we all thought would prescribe some meds for me and make things better. In fact he has decided i need to spend a couple of weeks in the hospital for lots of tests.Those of you who know me will know that i have bad experiences with hospital in the past when i was treated badly and it has left me in absolute fear of returning. Worse too is the fact i have to take time off work which will not look good especially because i'm trying to get back in the good books after flipping out at my boss (this included doing lots of overtime for no extra pay). I'm just feeling so stressed, so upset, what if all the things i have believed in are suddenly revealed to be just a fraud? The walls of my life i've come to live within just falling away and what is on the outside, beyond these walls? I don't know, i would feel so stupid.I don't want to go but i've agreed to go voulentry, oh that also means you won't be seeing me around for the next couple of weeks.Thanks for listening, come morning i'll be locked away, out of my comfort zone and residing in constant fear, i know i must not try and escape but this will be very hard to resist.At least they said they won't drug me, thats something positive to focus on perhaps? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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