getting there Posted February 22, 2011 Report Share Posted February 22, 2011 Hi,well, have this dilemma. Thought to share it with you. I've been struggling with depression (hard to wake up and go to work, irritable with everyone, have no energy, don't want to have friends, find that being with others requires me to put on a "happy mask" which my lack of energy doesn't permit anymore....).I have support from a weekly ptherapy, put that's it. I mean I can't take care of myself, don't feel good in my isolation with the rest of the world, the only genuine, caring and supportive human contact is for 40 min a week, from a purchase of therapeutic treatment in order to keep my faith that I'm doing something to actually improve my situation, but it has been going on for 6 years.... and I'm still struggling. What's the point? I'm really fed up from clinging to things that aren't there for me, having to pay a therapist to keep my hopes alive, to keep myself feeling alive and not a walking carpet.. Maybe I should give up my expectations that I will eventually get better and quit therapy (I have economical issues), and just ACCEPT my situation.I'm only afraid that this will put me down real bad (you know,.... hope is all I have left).Really don't know what to do. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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