Thermonuclear Warrior Posted November 22, 2011 Report Share Posted November 22, 2011 (edited) Hello first things first, I do not think I'm gay, but after several posts in the SPS section on the board, I made it clear that I compare myself to other men all the time. I'd like to mention that I am completely disgusted with male/male relationships. Second, I feel that anal sex is disgusting even when heterosexual. Having taken plenty of biology courses, and even performing enemas at the hospital where I worked, I have no interest in that sorta thing....I left the profession I had altogether due to it not working with my personality. No amount of convincing with regard to connections, love or anything will ever let me expose my phallus to the bacteria that dwell in the rectum. I do not have problems with the Gays that practice anal sex and I'd like to mention that Judas Priest is one of my favorite bands of all time...I own most of their records. Can one be gay without ever kissing or engaging in sex with a man? I don't really think so..I think that'd be a conventoinal frendship if anything...Anyway, over the past few years, I have been questioning whether I was completely heterosexual, bisexual, or homosexual altogether. I get physically aroused by larger penises in porn or in the media. This stemmed from being aroused from female reactions to large penises. I have never gotten an erection from simply looking at a man, but I have felt strange sensations in the groin area similar to arousal. I personally feel that I am more envious of the large penises than anything and that my sexuality is heterosexual. If I had to choose between actual intercourse, I'd choose a woman. However, what can be determined from my attraction to large penises? I can't even enjoy porn unless there is a penis involved. A few friends of mine also admitted to being aroused from large penises involved in penetration. What does this mean and what does this make me?I have no desire to touch another man, but I for some reason see beauty in a large bulge, soft or erect penis. I'd really like to get over this, I feel that my only situation is to go back to like 1992 before I had a computer and be a proper gentlemen. I feel that the Internet created generations upon generations of perverts such as myself. My sense of humor is perverted and perhaps this whole large penis appreciation wouldn't be going if I was a larger or the media didn't shove the fact that bigger is better.... Edited November 22, 2011 by Thermonuclear Warrior Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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