confusedboy16 Posted April 20, 2012 Report Share Posted April 20, 2012 My mind is totally lost at the moment. One minute I feel like crying, the next I'm over the moon with joy, then I'll be incredibly angry at the world, then nothingness.My whole fear revolves around music at the moment: music is my passion, what I live for! I keep obsessing about stupid things, such as mainstream music is bad, etc. I also hate it when an artist I like achieves mainstream attention, or other people listen to the same music I do.I don't like feeling like this, I hate it! I feel incredibly bitter. I can't work myself out. Do I really enjoy music? I'm trying to not focus on other people, and just focus on my enjoyment, so I don't look at charts or anything, but my mind keeps obsessing. I just want to enjoy music for what it is, and not what other people think of it!At the moment I'm not enjoying music at all! When I listen to it I feel nothing. The lyrics and melodies are doing nothing for me.I'm at total loss... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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