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God is in his heaven all is right with the world


Ralph

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Dunno why I'm so happy today. I'm bouncing off the walls with the glee of a tweaker stumbling upon a cache of electronics and an extensive set of specialized screwdrivers. :D

Think somebody switched my wellbutrin with a tab of X. Might be that I took an abrupt break from drinking. Or that I'm getting stuff done today, the vitamin b shot I got on Thursday, starting meditation again, or starting to make peace with religion. Emphasis on the starting, still have a long way to go but talked to priest yesterday and he was again pointing out that God doesn't want to see us fall. And that it is okay to have doubts. Makes a lot more sense, I mean how can God really expect us to just bow down when he hides himself and doesn't heal amputees.

I was raised with God as basically the ultimate boss character of the universe, and you better dress your best and be respectful and rigid and don't dare step out of line or it's hellfire time. This about the god who said, "it's the sick who have need of a doctor." So at the time I just couldn't make it fit. Now I've got more confidence to make up my own mind and separate what makes sense from the nonsense.

Ingrained belief operates at a deeper level than critical thought as I noticed when the priest invites me to mass and my response is, "I'm wearing sneakers, how could I go to Church???." This when the priest who is in charge of the mass is saying hey come along. You'd think if anyone could waive the dress code it would be the MC. I actually really love mass too. Not being Catholic I haven't seen enough for it be boring and I really dig Catholic churches with all the marble and sculptures, stained glass and organs. Damn I love organs when the spine rattling bass notes come out. What other musical instrument uses an entire building as a soundboard?

The nonsense: do this don't do that god hates you if you drink or gamble, and FFS don't even THINK about sex unless you solely do it in the missionary position for the sole purpose of creation and even then you're not supposed to enjoy it:mad:. He's gonna burn you forever and ever unless you live exactly as I think you should and oh yeah gimme money. This is the stuff that inspires bumper stickers like, "God is great, but his fan club makes me nervous."

What makes sense is generosity and forgiveness and mercy and all that long haired hippie stuff, which as it turns out Jesus was a hippie long before Jerry Garcia and if your average right winger met Jesus on the street today would demonize Him as a socialist. This is not to say let's bash conservatives and build glorious liberal paradise and join hands singing Kumbaya, but maybe we could stop screaming at each other and recognize our shared humanity even if we don't make exactly the same lifestyle choices. Just a thought.

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update later in the day... giddy feeling of oneness with the universe and all that totally faded and sunk into state of confusion later in the day. Realized I forgot to eat anything, probably just had low blood sugar. Neat. I don't experience hunger as hunger, I just start to feel my brain float away and I get to go through possible causes to find out what I forgot to do in self care. Pffft, bodies. Elegant, but so high maintenance.:o

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This whole feeling of connection and flow idea isn't anything original. All it is is a way of looking at the universe. An abstraction of the reality. It has nothing to do with faith.

As for occam's razor, it isn't that the simplest explanation is the right one, it's that it is most probably the right one. Simple statistics at play there. Are you assuming that my suggestion that there is no god is an application of occam's razor or something? All I've really said is that what I see before me and experience is what I take to be real and I find no need to resort to imaginary beings as it doesn't add anything useful.

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I didn't lay any claim to originality. :-)

I'm just saying that "it doesn't add anything useful" is an application of Occam's Razor. You're saying it complicates the theory of reality beyond need, that the best theory is one that includes only what we currently see as useful.

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You are misunderstanding what I mean by "useful". By "useful" I mean that it can interact or have any effect what so ever, regardless of whether we are aware of that effect or not. If something cannot be touched or seen or sensed or effect anything that can be touched or seen or sensed or felt or heard or anything, then what is it?

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YOU ARE SO MISSING MY POINT!!!

I said nothing about whether science has or hasn't proven certain things. I'm talking more philosophically here (you keep assuming I'm stuck like glue to only what science has currently discovered--the whole deal with science is that it is a refinement of philosophy adn it is an ongoing process that is continually discovering and continually being improved. It isn't necessarily ideal, but it is the best we currently have for advancing out understanding and ability to maniuplate reality). I meant what I said--can't be percieved in any way. Whether we have noticed the connection yet or not.

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I probably am. :-)

There's a reason I didn't do a philosophy degree. You should talk to 'finding'; she did. :-)

Is it worth me trying again? I'm not sure. Am I distracting you or pissing you off?

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I think you are basing everything you are saying off of what you assume I think without actually reading what I write and trying to understand what I actually think. I know I'm a nerd and have a math degree, but that doesn't mean I've never had a philosophical thought or looked past the end of my own nose or thought about anything on a deeper level ever. On the contrary, I've done this plenty. I've even studied a fair amount of philosophy.

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Well, I can say that I read what you wrote, but I can't claim that I understood it fully, since you as the author still believe I haven't. But I do realize that that's probably my deficiency; in fact, I think I just said that, above.

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There seems to be this assumption that goes along with being an atheist or a sciency person or what not. And you are heavily applying this assumption here. It is that you assume my focus is narrow or that I miss the beauty of things or am blind and limited somehow.

Here's a quote from Richard Feynman:

"I have a friend who’s an artist and he’s some times taken a view which I don’t agree with very well. He’ll hold up a flower and say, "look how beautiful it is," and I’ll agree, I think. And he says, "you see, I as an artist can see how beautiful this is, but you as a scientist, oh, take this all apart and it becomes a dull thing." And I think he’s kind of nutty.

First of all, the beauty that he sees is available to other people and to me, too, I believe, although I might not be quite as refined aesthetically as he is. But I can appreciate the beauty of a flower.

At the same time, I see much more about the flower that he sees. I could imagine the cells in there, the complicated actions inside which also have a beauty. I mean, it’s not just beauty at this dimension of one centimeter: there is also beauty at a smaller dimension, the inner structure…also the processes.

The fact that the colors in the flower are evolved in order to attract insects to pollinate it is interesting – it means that insects can see the color.

It adds a question – does this aesthetic sense also exist in the lower forms that are…why is it aesthetic, all kinds of interesting questions which a science knowledge only adds to the excitement and mystery and the awe of a flower.

It only adds. I don’t understand how it subtracts."

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FWIW I have a BA in philosophy. Since Sartre was mentioned I hasten to add that I am partial to realism over existentialism, although Camus' novels The Stranger and The Plague both had a profound effect on me.

Today we do have more sophistry (language games) going on than actual philosophy although much of what would have been philosophy a while ago has morphed into other fields such as economics and computer science.

I think science has just as deep an appreciation for nature's elegance as art does, if not more. It is a shame that an artist would find it dull, when there is so much to learn from nature. Every once in a while science uncovers a means to reduce human suffering. Surely this is not dull.

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