yeah--each number in the domain that is within delta of c gets mapped to a point in the range that is within epsilon of L (where f© = L).

an interval of a given size in the domain gets mapped to an interval of a different size in the range. Then you can work backwards--you've got an interval of a certain size in the range and you are trying to figure out how big the corresponding interval in the domain is.

yeah what you said

hey everyone,

i really don't feel like talking right now. i don't feel the need to get into any specifics. i may be on later, maybe not. i don't know yet.

How are things today, inf?

good i guess pseud.

i got the weekend to get my work done, so things may perk up a bit

going to be a busy weekend

glad you sound better than yesterday

yeah, im just having a lot of ups and downs not really used to those yet

what sort of ups and downs? what's been going on?

well im sure that some of it is sleep related, which i can't really help since 10:30 pm is about the earliest i can manage to get to bed. but most of it i think is coming from that "child psych" class, its just so triggering for me every day i walk into it. i think i only have a week of it left.

what is it about the class that gets to you exactly? Is it the teacher or the kids?

definitely the kids, during the first week i saw a little boy walking around in his diaper (or was it underwear) with his pants down around his ankles from where he had just used the bathroom. that's like the first example of what gets to me that popped into my head the teacher actually turned out to realize i wasn't lazy and treats me a lot better now, she placed a good amount of trust in me.

so...are you finding yourself sexually attracted to the children?

i don't really know what i would classify it as, but the most immediate thought was basically that i have to get away from this and all of them as soon as i can. it's just not right me being there.

i don't want to call it sexual, but im not sure what else it would fall under

are you worried you're going to hurt one of the children? Or are you just uncomfortable being there?

i'm not worried about hurting them, especially since there are multiple adults watching each and every one of them all of the time. i just don't feel very comfortable around them at all.

so what exactly is it that's making you feel uncomfortable then?

im not really sure, but ever since school has started back up, i am limiting my contact with kids as much as i can. mom is working less hours this year so i can ride home with her, stopping my contact with kids on the school bus. i just don't want to be around them (i mean i do but i really feel like i shouldn't be)

Is it because you are attracted to the children or something else, though? I guess I'm still not sure why you label yourself as a pedophile...

up to a point i am attracted to some of them, some names and faces come to mind.

i label myself as one because i am about 99.9% sure it is the truth.

I don't know. you're only 16. what age is it that you find attractive? when did you decide that this is what you were?

im not sure of the beginning age, its probably about 4ish, but the cutoff is 12ish. its a pretty broad range i guess, and it hasn't changed since i have been aware of it

before the age of about 14 i used to kind of force myself into thinking it was just homosexuality or homosexual tendencies, but even then i was not really buying it. around 14 i just gave up the facade and pretty much accepted it.

and it's an actual sexual attraction to those age groups?

it just seems weird to me that you came to this conclusion at 14. you're a kid attracted to other kids. I don't know. maybe it's something as simple as you happen to be gay, but prefer to be the more dominant partner and maybe when you get into your twenties or so, your attractions might be of a legal age...I don't know. I have other thoughts on the matter, but not sure I want to discuss publically.

yeah, unfortunately it is a sexual attraction

that's alright if you don't want to discuss pseud, i appreciate your interest and input on this. taking time out of the day for me.

yeah...taking time out of my busy day where i sit alone, staring at the wall with my cat...

I might send you a pm

alright, ill wait around for one