I'm a little lost, inf. What's going on? Why were you called in? Is this you finally getting help for your problems, or something else? You say she wanted to "do everything all right now." What is that referring to?

sorry pseud, its just that things have become so confusing and i haven't really posted here in a while, so everyone on MHN is not caught up with the changes.

putting things shortly, i am trying to get help, but its all pretty complicated and i don't' really think i can explain it all very well

Inf, it's okay. You've done what you needed to, and I think the ball is going to start rolling now. It appears as if your counselor actually wants to help you. Just try and relax a little.

Pseud, to answer your question, a few of us were talking with inf, and we all decided it be best for him to go back to the counselor and talk about everything short of pedophilia.

Good on you, inf. I'm glad you are finally getting some help.

I'm glad it went well. I know it must be terrifying right now because you don't have control over what they do but hang in there. This is going to be worth it. Remember, we're all rooting for you

Hey inf, how are you doing today? We're all worried about you, and would really like to hear an update.

it was uneventful. i assume that it is still being discussed and thought about by the counseler. was not called back down 2day.

hey anyone,

today was uneventful at best. nothing out of the ordinary i guess...

Hey, inf. I'm sorry it seems like things aren't happening. I can only imagine how difficult it was for you to do this. Hang in there. Things will sort themselves out soon. If they don't, we're all here backing you up and we'll help you figure something out. You're going to be ok. I'm around if you need to talk.

hey pseud, sorry.

i just feel like im falling apart. not much else to be said

Would it help to talk for a bit? I've got a phonecall I have to make in a second, but I'll be back on in about an hour I would guess.

We're sitting with you on this, kid. You're going to be ok. I'm sorry it's so hard right now.

hey every1,

just checking back in, letting everyone know nothing drastic has happened today.

same old same old.

Hey Inf

Sorry havnt read your blog - havnt gotten time tonight, but I will. Just wanted to say Hi.

Hows school going hun ?

Anyway, take good care of you Inf

thanks sue.

school is really well... awkward at this moment

Hey inf, hope you're doing well

today could not possibly be worse...

school was alright i guess, but i come home and..... my room is in utter disarray because my mother doesn't know how to channel her anger well at all.

she just won't stop yelling at anyone who comes anywhere near her................................

putting on a happy face

hiding all the pain

existing in the empty space

bullet in the brain.

What's going on, inf? Has anything happened after you told the school counselor? Do your parents know? What set your mother off?

I'm around if you need to talk. Sorry you're having such a hard time.

no, they dont know. i guess she had a bad dayat work and wants us all to suffer.

so why has nothing happened yet? Have you asked the school counselor? Aren't they required to report?

i dont know, but i guess they just have their hands full right now. theres so many kids at the school they must have a lot on their minds.

Maybe it would be worth checking back with the counselor on monday? If nothing is happening, you can call CPS yourself if you need to. The school should have reported something by now. If you feel unsafe, you can always call the police as well.

they probably didn't report it because i told them to talk with me before doing anything drastic, i just wish they'd get back with me faster, cuz things are not getting any better.

What is going on now, inf? A lot of us are pulling for you and would like to know what has been happening. Please keep in touch.

What is going on now, inf? A lot of us are pulling for you and would like to know what has been happening. Please keep in touch.