If humans are social creatures what happens to the ones that don't have any group to be a part of? I never felt like I fit in, no matter how many groups I experimented with. I don't fit in with the straights cause I'm gay, but can't fit in with the gays because I'm too quiet. I get that a lot. And people are always scared of the quiet ones since there must be something wrong with you if you don't feel the need to jabber incessantly. No, seriously it makes people uncomfortable and I know this so I try to make nice with small talk but it feels like lying. As a result I don't make friends too easily and I find myself wandering away from groups out of awkwardness. Sometimes I wonder what the hell I'm supposed to do with my life if I can't connect to people. This is one of those times.