I'm so depressed I can barely move. Hope this doesn't last. Sleeping over 12 hrs/day and spending a lot of time in bed just crying. So I haven't been getting much done. Not that there is that much to get done. When you have no goals and no direction there just isn't that much to do. Luckily, no one depends on me. I tried to talk to my boyfriend but I screwed it up by complaining to him that he doesn't talk to me enough. This made him mad at me. Even with those closest to me I find some way to alienate everyone.
On the bright side my intrusive thoughts are gone for the most part. Guess the meds are helping with that. I wish they could do something about the loss of motivation and the crying, but maybe that's work I have to do in therapy.