Empty Entry posted by Andromeda September 26, 2012 651 views Share https://www.mentalsupportcommunity.net/blogs/entry/2581-empty/ More sharing options... Followers 0 Im so tired and empty now.I feel lost. Report Entry
Lana73 37 Posted September 26, 2012 Report Can you do something that can bring you some kind of comfort and relaxation? Are you getting enough sleep?Are you taking any meds right now? Quote
Andromeda 69 Posted September 27, 2012 Report I Im getting enough sleep,too much I think.I cant focus on things Im doing.Im not taking medsHope this feeling will go away soon,because it makes me feel worthless and powerless Quote
Lana73 37 Posted September 27, 2012 Report Sounds like you a bit depressed and feeling lonely. How are things at home? ((((Andromeda)))) Quote
IrmaJean 2,285 Posted September 27, 2012 Report I'm sorry you are struggling. Are you able to connect with anything that brings you joy? Quote
Andromeda 69 Posted September 27, 2012 Report Things at home are the same as always.New is that my father think Im worthless,but I dont care what he says.I really feel lonely,but I cant change that for nowI will try to focus and write if I cant maybe listening music will help Quote
Andromeda 69 Posted September 28, 2012 Report Its so hard to live with my parents.I cant take it.Today my father injured my mother again.I dont have idea what to do?Why they act like children? Quote
Lana73 37 Posted September 28, 2012 Report That is an awfull situation to be in, Andromeda. As parents, they should not be putting you through this. There is nothing you can do, except to take care of yourself.This is a very unhealthy environment for you.I am sorry. Quote
IrmaJean 2,285 Posted September 29, 2012 Report That must be very painful, Andromeda. I agree this is not a healthy environment to live in. Are you able to get away for any amount of time? Quote
Andromeda 69 Posted September 29, 2012 Report There isnt other place to go.I feel so unstable right now. Quote
Lana73 37 Posted September 29, 2012 Report Thinking of you too, Andromeda. I hope your weekend will be peaceful and relaxing. Quote
IrmaJean 2,285 Posted September 30, 2012 Report Do you like pretty scenery? Sometimes looking at the beauty feels calming to me, if even for just a moment. Take care. Andromeda 1 Quote
Lana73 37 Posted September 30, 2012 Report Wow, Beth, so beautiful! Remember how we used to post a lot of pictures like this on the old site. I miss it Hey, Andromeda, I see you sitting on top of that small mountain. You look so content. Quote
IrmaJean 2,285 Posted September 30, 2012 Report I still post photos. Sometimes they say something when I can't find the words. I find them comforting, so I'll often post them to myself too.Hope it's a peaceful and healing day for you, Andromeda. Quote
Andromeda 69 Posted September 30, 2012 Report Its really beautiful.I love nature.There is magic in it.Thank you,BethSitting on the top of mountain Away from problems.Just me and nature.Sounds great.I think I can imagine this.Sometimes only my imagination makes me stronger Quote
Lana73 37 Posted September 30, 2012 Report How was your day, Andromeda? It is a night where you are. Were you able to do something that you like?I am taking my daughter to see a movie. Spent all morning cleaning Quote
Andromeda 69 Posted October 1, 2012 Report I read little,than I wrote how I feel.This makes my anxiety low.I helped my brother with his homework.My father wasnt at home so it was more peaceful .But Im still nervous.Tomorrow is my first day of university.So many people I dont know.I dont know if they can understand my OCD when I need to do my rituals Quote
Lana73 37 Posted October 1, 2012 Report Good luck tomorrow. It's totally normal to be nervous but try to think positively. New beginning, new chapter in your life. How exciting! :) Quote
IrmaJean 2,285 Posted October 1, 2012 Report I hope your first day at University goes well, Andromeda. Take care. Quote
Andromeda 69 Posted October 3, 2012 Report Well Im fine.University is interesting.Im still little confused with so many new things,but maybe its normal.Im too shy and Im not good when I have to talk with people I dont know,but Im trying to talk with students and maybe someday I will talk with them more freely Quote
Andromeda 69 Posted October 6, 2012 Report I have been sleeping all day.Im so exhausted,my energy is low.I cant do anything Quote
LaLa 1,007 Posted October 8, 2012 Report Beginning of a new school year was always exhausting to me... I hope you'll be kind to yourself and allow yourself to get the rest you sometimes need .It's great that you feel that the University is interesting - the confusion and uncertainties are natural in the beginning and I believe you'll become more and more comfortable .Take care! Quote
Andromeda 69 Posted October 13, 2012 Report Im trying to escape from feeling of guilt and depression.I dont want to feel like bad person anymore.I think university helps me a little and I dont feel so lonely and far away from the world. Quote
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