Some little updates.
First, I didn't talk to my friend's boss yet. don't know what to say and I am a bit scared.
I haven't seen Y in 3 weeks now. I'm doing ok about it but still wish I could see him. We all know why. Needy, needy.
I went for a bike ride with one of my good friends the other day. And then hung out with her for a little bit at her place. For some reason we got onto the subject of our childhood. She told me she got beaten up to when she was a kid, and that her little sister, who happens to be an engineer, just like my bro, was the favorite child as well. How weird. She is doing incredibly well and never would I have known that she had been in the same situation as I. Life is full of surprises. Funny in a way, she is so outgoing, but she is needy too. With her boyfriend that she adores. He is a really good guy too. I can understand. She was telling me, about the whole Y thing, that with her own boyfriend, it's only because she was going away on a 3 months trip that she ended up being with Curt. She said, otherwise, he would have probably dumped her for being too needy. It's only because he had a whole lot of time to miss her that he came to his senses. I hope they stay together for long. I love them both.
I have dropped of my resume for some $12 an hour filing job. No calls. Over qualified? Ya, well, also under employed.
Some good thing but scary: My old work in construction called me to do first Aid attendance on a site! that is so good! My old project manager James is a star. He got it for me. but they also want me to update their website, which I am totally out of the loop now. I hope I can figure it out. It's a bit of programming. I've been out of the whole web thing for 7 years now so. It's a real scary challenge. I hope they wont be disappointed and sack me again.
I did a very good illustration for the cover of a lil local paper. I don't know if they think it's any good, but I do. I put Y's dog in there... I wonder if he will notice. I always do that. I like to put something in reference to my personal life in all the illustration I do. It's always subtle and most of the time only I notice. I am not sure why I do this. It's commercial art. And it's impersonal. I make it personal when I can. The editorial I was doing the illustration for was about the recent fires in the area Y lives. It pretty much reminds me the end. That's when I found out he was still texting his ex. When I asked if he was into it or not. When he dumped me.
I am feeling a little better today.