hEY MARK

Wow lot of info, im brain dead at mo so bear with me,

Firstly happy annerversary. ok you may not see it that way.

Youve accomplished so much in such a short space of time ,you should be proud of yourself.

Dont worry about not havong much furniture, these are only material things, just think of all that dusting your saving yourself from. lol

Anyway i think your subconcious is just telling you something about what you truely desire in life at mo. Maybe your just in the living in the wrong location to where you want to be (just a thought)

Good kuck with the demented bunny thing, it sounds a pretty cool idea, and i love the photo it proper made me get the case of the giggles (sorry you know how i am ay mo, it really dosnt take much )

Take care

Jj

Looks like you are starting to create a new life for yourself. The only way now is up.

If you position yourself right, that's the only direction there ever is. ;-)

HA HA , had to think about that one lol,

You have real friends here. Thank you also for being there for us.

Thank you for making us all feel less alone....

Thank you both, it's really nice to hear that I'm doing something right. I guess I had got accustomed to hearing the opposite. ;-)

How are you doing these days, Quinner?

I'm toughing things out. I wish the thoughts of her would go away....its hard not to slip into funks. Like the littlest things of no consequence can sometimes send me off on a mind tangent that just feels me leaving depressed. I hope those things stop eventually because I never used to have such problems. I ended up reading your whole blog from start to finish the day after I messaged this place and you responded. Its made me realize that sometimes healing from this shite can be a much longer process than I thought it'd be, and I guess that makes me feel more normal.

Take care,

-Quinn

Oh man, and I'm nowhere near "done" yet. :-)

You have dedication, to have read this entire mess. I don't think I've even read the whole thing. :-) Okay, maybe once.

The thing about it is, you don't have to be anywhere near done, to start feeling an improvement. Sometimes a good feeling comes from something as simple as spending a few extra minutes on yourself, some time during the day. You certainly don't have to wait until you have all the solutions, that's for damn sure, or I'd still be waiting. :-)

Take care of yourself in the meantime, that's the point, and then everything else takes care of itself.