ha well my imagination is in hiding right now!!!

See, that works just as well:

Yourself is where your imagination is hiding. :-)

That's yourself, too! :-)

See, you're much better at this than you thought.

More seriously, use this as an exercise for when your schoolwork demands that you find your imagination. She's in there, and she's good at what she does. You just have to believe in you.

i'm much better at what than i thought?

i'm still having problems with that stupid project! it's supposed to describe who i am as a person. but i dunno who i am as a person yet:D !!! i havn't been trained to believe in me yet.. i've only been trained to fetch the ball.

You said you didn't even know who 'yourself' was, sometimes, and I was just giving you some practice in finding her.

Hmm, sounds like several things mixed together.

You say you don't know who you are as a person.

Then you say you don't believe in you, yet.

Do you know who you want to be, even if you believe you're not there, yet?

We all know that your trainers leave something to be desired, shall we say. (I'm not sure if I'm allowed to say "they suck ass" to you.) The big problem, I think, is that not only have they not trained you enough in some ways, there are also a bunch of things that you need to be un-trained about, too.

But who's going to train you? They're not going to do it. It's going to be up to you to either find stuff out for yourself, and to find people like a therapist, to help.

It's more work for you than for some people, but you have so much beautiful potential that I can't wait for you to get the help you need.

I seriously believe that the big brave dogg is a great start to this. What else are you? Who's the sad part? Who's the scared part? Who's the happy part? This sounds like a collage to me ...

it's ok, you're allowed to say they suck ass.

i don't know how to train me. or untrain me.

beautiful potential..?

have you made an appointment for therapy yet??

i was thinking of doing something like that for it. but then i was also thinking how awful it would be to have to talk about that in front of everyone..

Okay, thank you: they suck ass.

I understand that you don't know how to train you. Brave dogs still need someone to teach them what to do. That's what a therapist helps with.

I've talked to one of my old therapists a couple of times. The trick is making an appointment I can get to, because of the distance between her office and my work, and the times she has available. But if it doesn't work out with her, I'll try another one.

You don't have to talk about anything "in front of everyone". Just one person, and you can take as long as you want getting to know them first.

oh and i have no idea who i want to be. i don't care as long as i'm happy!

oh no i meant for my art project, presenting it in front of everyone and having to talk about it..

i just read your fairygodfather story!!!!!:D you're the best storyteller ever!!!!