my main problem right now (i think) is that i don't feel like i'm fitting in very well with anyone in my college. i'm really bad at making conversation. everyone seems to have found a group to hang out with. even the people who came here with me from my course last year have found new groups of friends now and i barely see them. it's kinda lonely. i thought i'd meet lots of people like me here but i was wrong.. everyone seems so normal and noone gets me. i dunno.. i get on ok with my housemates but they're so different from me and we have nothing in common except art. they're all gone out tonight so it's just me at home because i'm a loser. kinda sucks. .