well i had a really shit weekend. ykw was really mean to me and then to top it off someone stole my name:(i dunno. everything seems to be getting worse instead of better. i wish i could just quit.

hey blossom, I care I hope you have a better day tomorrow. One day things will be different, as much as it seems like it will always suck just the same, but really, there will be changes, and hopefully they're changes for the better. Anyway, I hope you're feeling better.

I hope you have the best day ever today.

How did someone steal your name?

thanks everyone!

Hey blossom,

I hope you have a great day off work today, and that you are feeling a little happier.

Take care hun

Jj

hey, thanks Jj.

today kinda sucked but i suppose it was better than being in work. i've got the flu:( so typical. i had it for halloween aswel. i just really really don't want to go to work tomorrow..that's all. i'm dreading it. it's so cold here right now.

aww, blossom.

sorry your ill again hun

maybe you shouldnt go into work tomorrow hun, and rest up in bed with a mug of hot chocolate, ooohhh and chocolate. hope you warm up soon hun.

Take care

Jj

i wish i could call in sick. i really don't feel up to going to work. i even found it hard to do my shopping today and that is really unusual for me. daddy and ykw say i have to go to work tomorrow though. it'll be so horrible because the shop does be so packed and it's really claustrophobic and i'll probably be put on tills all day like yesterday and the day before and then the new manager keeps following me around and telling me what to do and she keeps callling me "laurs" and i don't like iit one bit. she's only known me like week. but whatever. i'm just in a pissed off mood. it would be nice if my family would at least believe me when i say i'm sick but they say i'm just looking for attention but i'm not. they don't even care about me obviously. if they cared they'd let me stay home tomorrow and rest so that maybe i'll be a little better for christmas day but no. who cares if i'm sick for all of christmas. this will be the shittest christmas ever. this is the third christmas in a row that i've had the flu for.

i know i'm complaining and whining again:(

but

I AM SO COLD:mad:

i'm in bed right now wearing 2 pairs of pajamas, 3 blankets, and gloves and i can't stop shaking. and my head could explode at any time.

but on the bright side new rocker boy somehow found my phone number and started texting me tonight.

but then i had to tell him i was going to bed because i so wasn't in the mood..

hey blossom,

hope your ok hun

good luck at work tomorrow, but seriously hun, if your not well take the day off.

yeah i just called in sick. everyone is angry at me now for not going and saying i 'm good for nothing. i don't see what the big deal is anyway. i'm sick so why shouldn't i take a sick day?? when i rang work and told my manager, she didn't mind, she said she could tell i had the flu from my voice. so if she can see that i'm sick why can't my family when they're right here???? who cares anyway. i'm just tired of all this. now i'll have to listen to them give out to me for the whole day and tell me how useless i am. what a great christmas.

i don't understand why everything has to be so hard. everyone is fighting with me because i'm sick. it makes no sense. i really don't need to be told how useless i am right now. i feel bad enough already. daddy kinda stormed off somewhere in the car and ykw is still here making sure i don't forget what a bad bad person i am. i tried ringing daddy to see where he was and he hung up when he heard my voice. i'm so confused right now. it doesn't make sense. noone cares about me. i may aswel be dead.

hey blossom, that sucks!

I don't know why they treat you like that but it's not right

I hope you start to feel a little better for Christmas.

thanks starry. my cousin is coming over after work i think and then the neighbours will be over too so i'll probably have to get out of bed soon:( i hope i don't have swine flu.

oh I hope you don't have swine flu too!

Have you seen a doctor?

no i don't like drs.

i'm sad. everyone is making me feel bad. they could at least give me a break for christmas but no. i''m just tired of it all. i want to sleep forever.