After 7 mths I actually turned my computer on BUT that's only because I told Sue & Malign I was going to do it.
It still seems operable.
I don't want to touch it. I might fail. I might have to think. I might have to form some thoughts. It might consume my energy. If I sit at the computer today I will be expected to do it tomorrow then the next day and so forth and so on. Then I will be right back to where I started.
Just locked up in this small one bedroom house lonely ass hell behind these walls.
That's why I don't wanna write.