Luna- Posted August 17, 2010 Report Share Posted August 17, 2010 Things are not going all that well with me. :~( I seem to be heading into another depressive episode. A month, (or was it two?) ago I had a hypomania and this is the aftermath, it seems. I’ve been cycling frequently for 2 years and I thought it was slowing down but I guess not ...The onset of this one has been swift. It is still too soon to phone my pdoc, it has to have been going on for two weeks before it qualifies as an episode. :~( I have doubts about why I take my meds. All those drugs and to what avail, if I still land up like this? I have doubts about my ability to handle this. My sleep is messed up. The old negative self-talk has resurfaced. I’m crying every day and the rest of the time I feel numb but fragile. I’m still fighting but I’m not winning. :~( My only hope is that maybe it will not get severe.I’m not good at asking for help. I’ve hidden this for close on a week but it is spilling over now. I just need a safe refuge to sit down and cry. I guess I am in need of some words. :~( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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