shanrucas Posted October 26, 2010 Report Share Posted October 26, 2010 I was so happy there for awhile, thinking that the rapid cycling was beginning to slow down, maybe it is, but after having a nice day without any problems or situational issues, I was hit hard this evening with agitation. Every sight, sound has me on edge and I am feeling irritable.:mad:I am also feeling lonely, I see friends everyday, but the feeling is still there, I feel a bit removed from everything. I have lately pondered the thought of will I ever be able to experience an intimate relationship again . It's not on my priority list or anything, but still I sometimes think about it. Being my mothers primary caregiver doesn't offer much time for anything else. I do my best not to feel resentful about it because when I do I feel terribly guilty. Mostly right this moment though I am irretable.I know I haven't been back on my meds long enough to get stable, just impatient, want a normal life as well, want to feel free to come and go when I want, want to be able to sleep well. Tired of living a life interurpted.Just needing to vent, feel a little better for now. Shannon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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