eppursimuove Posted November 18, 2011 Report Share Posted November 18, 2011 i ussualy support ppl and tell them death is not a way out, but deep inside my i think i lye sometimes coz i feel like i whant to be dead my self, this month has been bad to me ive been feeling worst and worst and yersterday i felt i coulnd take it anymore i felt it was time i didnt had enogh pills to get intoxicated enogh. Then I thought i sould cut my wrist and go to sleep, i was reallt sleepy and felt so sad i just cant describe the feeling at the end i seated in my bed thinking a lot and fell a sleep. I woke up the next morning and i was in really bad mud but still sad and im so tired of these sadness that follows me everywhere i go. So i whent to visit my therapist and i decided to ask what i havent asked before, whats my diagnosys? and he told me what i was already especting bipolar. So i told him how i been and he told me they are crissis so i got to see him next week or if i feel bad just go at anymoment he told me and why would start a new coctail to see if i feel better.Today i feel a little better but these can change at any moment, i hope i dont feel so bad again i dont really know whats my limit im already tired.Yea i dont feel like a manic anymore since i take meds but i still get deprese i sometimes whant to drop them, they dont work anyway and at least before i had somedays that felt like i could ownd the world. tirednow 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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