SweetSue Posted November 21, 2011 Report Share Posted November 21, 2011 (edited) What ya meant to do when your so fed up with existing like a freak, and it aint the depression, PTSD BPD etc... causing it?Ive had enough, with the nightmares, enough of hallucinations that cant be kept under control with medication, or therapy, more than enough of the voices that haunt me day in day out and refuse to shut the F up.But Of all the things what is making me want to just give up, is everything going so devastatingly wrong all the time. Of it hurting so bad inside I wanna curl up and die. Thats not a illness - its the story of my perfectly screwed up life. And there is no magical 'cure' or medication for that. HA and then ofcourse there is the most recent of my brilliant episodes of screwing things up - resulting in yet another suicide attempt FAIL - pathetic :mad: Coz seriously, who the hell wants to be alive like this? I dont.People just dont 'get it'. Nurses, and pdocs dont 'get it'.Unfortunately - I cant explain it - too embarrassed.Killing time till I can exit - sheeze I hate life, hate everything about it. Im not ill - Ive just had enough. Edited November 21, 2011 by SweetSue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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