DarknessRules Posted December 1, 2011 Report Share Posted December 1, 2011 its very hard to talk about. these feeling that i have. that in haveing these feelings i have gone against what i believe in. its hurting me to the point that i am very close to not being able to take it anymore. i cant imagen life without her. when im around her i feel alot of things. im happier then ive ever been. im angrier then ive ever been. more depressed aswell. and i go through massive anxiety attack. and everything in between. i love talking to her but im terrified to do so. she has a great personality and is the most important person in the world to me. theres alot more to say but i cant bring myself to yet. ill say more when i can. one last thing. i am not willing to part with her. i am not willing to end our friendship for any reason. i dont know what i want out of sharing this. input to hopefully put my mind at ease till i can talk to my therapist again. i wanted to talk to him about this but for reasons beyond my control i missed my last 2 appointments. so i just need to talk about it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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