I COULD GET KIDNAPPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes there's break ins. there's a lot of murders in Ireland..... ghosts......

How are you not scared living there?!!!!!!!!

Are there kidnappings in your area??? Wow, that is something our neighborhood doesn't have!!!

I am not frightened. I sleep soundly most every night, except when I'm in love:p

Could you seriously be kidnapped?

Well I'm probably exaggerating a little bit... Lots of people go missing in Ireland but nothing like this has happened in my area yet.... It could happen!!!!!!!!! Are you in love?

Oh, I asked for that, didn't I? Yes.

Now back to SLEEPING and FEAR....

So as for your area, what are the real dangers? Do you have a phone you can sleep by? We have a 911 service, and depending on your area, help can come very quickly. Do you have anything like that?

Awwww, I'm glad that you're in love!!! I wish I was in love....

Yeah we have a 911 service too...Well, there are no real dangers. I live in a quiet area and I have lots of nice neighbours. I just get really freaked out and think I hear noises and see ghosts and stuff..

So you're not a high profile political figure and likely target for kidnapping?

OK, well, maybe someday, but for now maybe we should switch over to ghosts.

Have you annoyed any of them lately?

I hope not...

Personally, I would like to see a ghost. I love metaphysics. Have you really seen one?

Really??!!!!! No but my sister seen a few in our house. I've just seen and heard things move on their own. and I didn't like it one bit!!!

It could be that your sensory system is deprived, I'm just throwing this out. Did you know that when we do not get enough stimulation in our senses that we start to imagine stuff? The sleep/wake borderline will also make you hallucinate things.

[so what are your prospects for falling in love?]

What does that mean?

[Well I dunno really... I'm kinda meeting up with someone at the moment but it's definitely not love.. I think boys are very immature. I think I need to sort out my life before I can fall in love properly]

[boys are definitely immature! But then, so am I:rolleyes:]

It is a proven fact, and I got to witness it, that if you take away all incoming stimulus to your senses, your mind will make up stuff. A friend of mine ran a pain clinic, and they had salt water sensory deprivation tanks, and he let me try it out. I can't remember why it helped for pain, but you go in there and float in the body temperature water with the lid closed, and after a while you do not feel your body, you don't percieve anything at all through your senses. After waiting a bit in this state, sure enough, I hallucinated a wooded path and a Native American with a tomahawk.

[it must not be an exciting time if you're also on the computer]

[it was exciting at first but not anymore..he plays in a heavy metal band. they're really really bad!!!!! He has cool hair though:cool: It's ok for us to be immature - we're artists!!!!]

That's interesting!!! I met a native american in tennessee!!!

[so funny!!!!]

Was the Native American an artist??

Oh, and the hypnogogic state is when you are very sleepy but not asleep. You can hallucinate then. When I worked the night shift at that hotel I would get sleepy like that and hallucinate things briefly. I knew they couldn't be real though, and I tried to wake myself up more to finish out the shift.

[how do you fall in love properly???]

Yeah but that hotel was haunted, wasn't it...?! Did any ghosts try to kiss you?

No, he wasn't an artist. I think he was a dancer.. and he writes books. I got a copy of one of them but I havn't read it yet. He brought us out to the farm where his family live and he blessed us with a bird's wing and some incense stuff.

[i'm not sure if there is a proper way... It just happens when it happens I think. He wants me to go to one of his gigs on sunday...]

[well heavy metal, especially if it's really bad, is not conducive to a good night's sleep!]

Not one ghost wanted me. I'm still hurt *sniff*

I have been blessed with smoke fanned by a wing.... I love that stuff.

[Oh, I was all ready to take notes if you were going to tell me the proper way....!]

[Ok, that's my excuse - I'll tell him I can't go because his music will interfere with my sleeping pattern!!! If I find out the proper way I'll let you know...but you did say you're already in love so you must know?!]

[yes try that. If he really cares for you he might write you a lullaby!! OK, maybe that isn't a good idea?]

[i so do not know the proper way]

We'll keep talking about this sleep and fear thing as long as you need in the weeks to come, OK? Meanwhile, you might cut back on awful music and see if it helps your sleeping AND your headache!!!!!

Oh dear god that's the last thing I want!!!!!!!!!!! No lullabys pleaseeee!!!!

Ok, thanks finding, it's nice to have someone to talk to. I dunno about cutting back on awful music though, my ipod is full of it!! I'm trying to learn guitar at the moment..

Try this..... um, tomorrow when you are supposed to be awake.

(You know this music thing could truly be your issue!)

g'night!

That is so cool!!!!!!!!! Ok, good night!! I may take off my sunglasses now....

hi invisible, how's it going?

Hey Star!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel really really hyper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm just playing guitar hero:cool::cool::cool:

I read your blog - are you still feeling sad?

ooh guitar hero, I haven't played in forever, I miss it!

Yeah I'm sad but I'll get over it, not much I can do about it. Thanks.

did you work today?

I know it's so much fun!!!!!!!! I wish I could play real electric guitar..... I'm getting such an adrenaline rush, ha!!!!!

It sucks being sad... I wish I could make you feel better... Have you got guitar hero at home? maybe you could play it too? Yeah I had work today.. 1- 9 - it went sooooooooo slow...... and then I had to go to the orthodontist this morning aswel and that was horrible....

What have you been doing all day?