i think there's a party outside my bedroom window right now. so much screaming...

sounds like youre not having fun there Blossom

you ok ?

take care hun

sue

hi Jj. no i hate it there. i hate it everywhere. i'm home now and i hate home. i hate everything. i wish i was dead. i don't want to go to work. i only got in the door. just got off the bus a few minutes ago. i'm tired. i can't handle the thoughts of going to work. i can't handle the thoughts of going to college. i can't handle the thoughts of being home. i can't handle anything. i don't want to do anything. i just want to rest. but i can't. i don't want to do this anymore. i don't have any energy.

everyone thinks i'm just being lazy. but i'm not. i can't do anything. i want some time-out. the last thing i want is to go to work. i can't deal with customers right now.

Hey Blossom,

you certainly "hate" a lot of things at the moment.

can you think of anything at all that you could do that you might enjoy, if even only for a little while ?

Maybe you just need some "me" time hun, a bit of time where you can just chill, and do absoulutly nothing. Its going to be difficult from time to time, but you will be ok. you have just had a lot of changes recently. What with college etc.....

We are all here for you blossom,

try and catch you later ok

Take care hun

Jj

HEY THERE

BLOSSOM

...........:eek:.....

hey Jj! that's my favourite colour!!!

LIKE I KNOW, THATS WHY WHEN YOU NEED CHEERING UP I USE THE RED !!!!!!

OH!!! thanks Jj!!! what's your favourite colour?

PINK ANY PINK PINK PINK

OH AND ......

INDIGO !!!!!

OH AND SPARKLY

JJ!!! LOOK AT THE GIANT GIRAFFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [sorry, this is the pinkest colour i could find..and there's no sparkly writing either...but there should be...]

oh... it didn't really work properly...

THATS BRILL

HOW DID YOU EVER FIND THAT PICTURE

I LOVE GIRAFFES

THINK THAT ONE ATE ALL THE PIES

WELL FUNNY

THANX

BLOSSOM.......

YEP

THERE SHOULD BE SPARKLY WRITTING !!!

MAYBE WE COULD HAVE A WORD WITH MALIGN

WHEN HE GETS BACK !!!!

yeah maybe fairy godfather will be able to get us some sparkly writing with his magic wand...[??? please and thank you???!]

i just typed giraffe funny into google images and he popped up:)

COOL,

I CALL MALIGN, FAIRY GODGRAMPS, AND WHEN HE IS DOWN I CALL HIM GRUMPY GODGRAMPS. GLAD YOU AGREE WITH ME THOUGH COZ I ALWAYS SAID HE HAD THE WAND..... HE WONT ADMIT IT THOUGH !!!!

I THINK THE ONLY REASON HE WONT OWN UP IS COZ HE WANTS TO KEEP IT HIMSELF,

MIND YOU IF I EVER GET IT, WELL LETS JUST SAY THERE WOULD BE LOADS OF CHANGES IN THIS HOSPITAL, I'D HAVE SOOOOOOOO MUCH FUN !!!!!

[i think he secretly likes being our fairy godfather/gramps:)] when i was small i always wished that i could have a fairy godmother. now i have a fairy godfather which is even better!!! i think malign's the only fairy godfather i've ever heard of...

ha maybe that's it!!! awww i wish i had a magic wand... and i wish harry potter was real...

YEAH GODGRAMPS IS COOL,

I ALWAYS WANTED A FAIRY GODMOTHER WHEN I WAS A KID TOO, IT MUST BE A GIRL THING !!!!

WOULDNT IT BE COOL IF HARRY POTTER WAS REAL ?

I WANT A WAND !!!!

seriously i actually do want a wand... and dorothys' ruby slippers......... and a magic hat.......... and and and and and and ..... a manual so i know how the stuff works !!!!

oh and a magic cape ........ a sparkly pink and indigo one.

what would you do with a magic wand ?

it would be SO cool if harry potter was real and if we were all witches and wizards and we got to go to a special magic school......that would be so much funner than stupid art college. . . do you have any tattoos Jj?

if i had a magic wand i'd use it to make everyone in the world happy and equal and not mean to each other and i'd make the weather be warm but windy at the same time and i'd save all the animals in the world!!!

yes,

i got my first tatoo last year

shortly after Lily~marie was born

think she was 8 weeks old

have you got any ?

wow i hadnt even thought about anything like that, i was thinking more along the lines of doing practical jokes... and maybe getting in a bit of revenge on some of the staff here,

innocent revenge obviously !!!!!