happy sunny day to you

i jinxed it starry ( now it's like snowing...

and i just heard thunder!!

typical ireland >|

I thought you liked the snow??

...........no wait it's just hail stones.. i think..

i like looking at snow...but from a distance!

oh wait.. no it is snow (

stupid. it's supposed to be spring!!

i want the sun to come baaaaaaack :"O(

It's still winter blossom?

Spring isn't til March 20th.

But yeah, I'm missing the sun too.

annnnnnnnnd now it has stopped. but still no sun (

looks like it's gonna rain now...

gotta go to work soon..........

WHAT??? no it's not still winter!!! winter is november december and January, spring is february march and april!!!

that's what i learnt in school anyway!! maybe it's different in america?

awww that's pretty star-star )

Hmm, that's odd, I guess it is different in America. :confused:

Well if it is spring in Ireland that it certainly shouldn't be snowing or hailing! :eek:

this is typical irish weather >(

it changes every 5 minutes ....

i gotta go now star-star.

see ya later!!

okay, see ya later

i'm sleeeeeeeeeeeepy.... |

i'm in a sucky mood and i feel sad (

i feel really stuck (

like i don't want to be anywhere.

but i have to be somewhere (

i wish i could have a hug (

this feeling NEVER goes away.

i can't say what i need to say because i can't find the words.

and it hurts.

everything is too messy.

i'm lonely all the time.

cant do it

i cant stop shaking. everything will stay like this forever. nothing i can do about it. stupid bad feeling won't let me say what i need to say:( i don't want to live anymore

i need help

what kind of help blossom?

to stop panic attacks. i think thats what i keep having

oh, do you know what you are panicking about?

my life being a mess probably:(

I'm sorry things are sad :(

sorry i'm just scared:(