i didn't say you were blaming me.

No, I know you didn't say that. I just asked, because you don't say much.

You know, I often feel like I'm fighting to get you to tell me anything personal. Are you afraid I'll be mean to you?

no. there's just no point coz everyone takes me up wrong anyway.

"Everyone"? Us, too?

To me, that would be a reason to explain more, so that people eventually understand ...

i don't want to.

You don't want to be understood?

i don't want to talk about it anymore.

Okeydokey. :-)

ok thanks and sorry.

I'm sorry you got hurt, sweety.

If you can think of any way for me to help, I'm here.

thanks. i'm going to sleep for a while.

now i'm awake and drinking cider )

when i was small i though bill clinton was my grandad:O)

can I ask why you thought that??

And wouldn't that make you Chelsea's daughter? :-)

who's chelsea?)

Bill Clinton's only (known) child. :-)

coz my grandad died before i was born and i only seen one photo of him and he looked like bill clinton in it!!!

then i used to call my other granddad "Gandhi" coz i thought that was his name but then my granny gave out to me one time for calling him that so i had to stop...

then i used to think my aunt was mary robinson. she used to be the president of ireland.

)

[i was small and i didn't knooooooow...]

oh... i don't really know much about bill clinton!

Your family was full of famous people. :-)

And you were clearly a very ... um, sweet ... child.

oh no.... my fairy-god-fish are gone home...... :"O| i'll miss theem....

yeah they were all famous 'cept me..

not sweet marky... just verrrrrrrry confused!!!!

Did you tell their mother to clean their tank? :-)

You said they were famous and you aren't, and yet ...

You're the only one in your family that I know!

So, in a way, from my point of view, you're more famous than any of them!

no i forgot...

oh marky you're making me blush!!! or maybe it's the cider...

oh so I guess it's not apple cider???

what is cider? wine?