BabyGirl1992 Posted September 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 Your A Great Help!!!!!And Your Advice Is Amazing!!You Haven't Offended Me At All..I Was Braught Being Called A *Worthless B***h*Now That Is What I Take Offensive..So It's Imppossible For You To Offend Me In Any Way Shape Or Form!I Know We Need A (plane Or Aircraft To Fly) I Just have This Thing Where I Want To (Fly With Wings Or Somethin`)Do I Reallly Sound That Bad??? (ill Wise)I Don't Mean To Sound This Way **Sighs**I Wish Many Many Things & I Never Do Them.. Dunno Why Flying Is Different But It Is SomehowDammit I'm Confusin Myself.. I'm So Sorry that I Mentioned the Flying Thing.. i Don't Wanna Worry You Or Anything..I'm Perfectly Fine...=/Are You Okay??Xo BabyGirl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted September 9, 2009 Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 Hey thereno you dont realy sound all that ill.having said that i have read some of your other posts and seriously, it would help you to work through some of the shit you have experienced in your life.I can relate to having being treated " badly " (for want of a better word) whilst growing up. My parents were realy experts in the field of being "badly". You are not worthless or a b***h, your a wonderful person .I dont know if you do the same as me but when i say im fine or ok im usually not,hope you feel better soonby the way i worry about you coz i care.Please take caresue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BabyGirl1992 Posted September 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 Dang Your Right...When I Say I'm Fine I'm Not..I Just Don't Like Worrying People:(I'm Sorry Your Parents Are Horrible..If I Was Older I'd be Your Mum * I Wouldn'tBe Mean To You Or Call you bad Stuff..& I Worry About You Cuz I Care Toooooo..Xo BabyGirl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted September 9, 2009 Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 Can i help at all heather im pretty crap at the mo with advice but i can listen....it may helptake care hunsue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BabyGirl1992 Posted September 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 I Think Your Advice Is Great..None Of it Is Crapola Dear!!!DO You Need Help With Anything??I'm Not Sure What To Say=/I DOn't Wanna Scare You Off:(XO BabyGirl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted September 9, 2009 Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 Heatherwhats wrong !!!!!!Just read your other thread about siyou know im still on line, if you need someone to talk to ?Try to distract yourself, do anything, its morning here now, so im guessing its abouut 1am where you are, have you tried doing some more of your poetry ? And i know you like song writing, why dont you give that a go ?Im here if you need to talk huntake caresue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted September 9, 2009 Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 Hi Heatherjust a quick messageHope that you are feeling better today, and that you managed to "distract" yourself ....in a possitive way.Im worried about you hun, please go to your doctors (register at one if you need to) and let them know how your feeling. If you cant do it for the "you" now do it for the future "you" (god i sound like malign now..Hi malign)You have plenty of friends here, that want you to be well , and want you to be happy and do all the things you have ever wanted to do. Please get some help hunLet me know how you are....if you canTake care HeatherYour friend sue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BabyGirl1992 Posted September 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 (edited) Sorry I Had To Logg Off:(I Didn't Think It Was Fair To Stay Online & Talk To Someone While I *Hurt Myself*It Was Very Selfish Of Me To Even Bring It Up In The *Self Harm* SectionI'm So Sorry..I Don't Blame You If You Hate Me Right Now:(No One Should Have To Worry About MeWhen They Have Themselves To Worry AboutI'm Realllllllly Sorry Please Forgive Me=/Please Don't Worry About Me I'm Fine ..I WIsh I Could Distract Myself...But Once It's There .. Stopping Is Almost ImpossibleThen Ocd Comes In And I Have To Do It For A Certain Amount Of Time & Certain Number Of Times I'd Really Like To Flush Myself Down The Toilet=/ **sigh**Are You Okay??? Please Tell Me You'reXo Your Friend BabyGirl Edited September 9, 2009 by BabyGirl1992 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted September 9, 2009 Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 Hi HeatherHave you seen a doctor yet, or made an appointment?Are you feeling any better ?Theres not realy a lot i can say, except PLEASE try and do what is right, and get help.Take care hunsue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BabyGirl1992 Posted September 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 No Doc Too Much Money.. I'm BrokeI Can't Get Any Insurance...I'm Just Getting Worse But Oh Well..Enough About Me How Are You/?Xo BabyGirl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted September 9, 2009 Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 Dont know anything about insurance in your country sorrycant you go to the emergeny room i think you guys call it, over here we call it accident and emergency, surely they can help you.Hope you feel better soon hunsue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BabyGirl1992 Posted September 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 Thanks For Wishing Me Well... XoI'm No Sure Where The ER Is In This State..I Just Moved Here 4 Days Ago=/& I'm Afraid To Go Alone ... Xo BabyGirl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
malign Posted September 9, 2009 Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 Heather, if you get to the point where you need an emergency room, that's what 911 is for. They'll take care of the rest. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted September 9, 2009 Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 Heather could you ask a neighbour, where it is ?Be strong heather, this is one of those times where its in your best interest to overcome your fears.Maybe i can help but your mind at rest, what is it that scares you so much ?Take caresue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BabyGirl1992 Posted September 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 :'(Everything...I Hate This State... I Hate It , I Hate It, I Hate It I Dunno Anyone Here=/How Do I Know Someone Isn't Guna Break In Like What Happened Last Time:(I Just Dunno:(Oh Well I'm Fine..How Are You Doing?Got Any Plans For Today??Xo, BabyGirl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted September 9, 2009 Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 My day is over well nearly, its 1145pm. My plans well be going off line in a while, have to go somewhere, but if i can i will keep in touch oktake care hun, be strong.Sue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BabyGirl1992 Posted September 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 Wow We're In Different Time Zones..I Thought It Was Earlier The That..Wa Are Your Plans For Tomorrow??xo,BabyGirl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted September 10, 2009 Report Share Posted September 10, 2009 My plans for today, pretty simple realy, im going to keep up my addiction (breathing) not coz i enjoy it but because its a realy bad habit to kick.That and the fact theres four little gaps in my heart that need to be filled.so im trying my damndest not to kick the habit just yet.What are your plans for tonight (im guessing its evening there now) wierd thought that your still in last night for me.Hope that your feeling a little better hun, sorry i wasnt around for you when you needed someonetake good care of yourself pleasesue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BabyGirl1992 Posted September 10, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 10, 2009 I'm Glad Your Keeping your AddictionThats A Good Thing!!!I Wish I Would Stop BreathingSo Far No Luck **Sigh**Is Your Day Going Okay??XO, BabyGirl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted September 10, 2009 Report Share Posted September 10, 2009 Hi hunhaving a s h i t day, but hey thats cool, i dare say i will get one again tomorrow.Take no notice of me im just pis**d off, dont think i can take much more right now......hey hum hoddle hum and all that jazz.Hope your feeling better today, coz i was v.worried about you last night.Glad your still with us heather, sorry im not much helptake care hunsue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ASchwartz Posted September 10, 2009 Report Share Posted September 10, 2009 Babygirl and Jessicajane,Hey, you guys, you are reinforcing one another's misery instead of figuring out how to improve things. You know, life does not have to be awful.I don't remember so, pardon my asking again if I asked before, but, are either of you or each of you in therapy? Also, are there any things that you do each day to feel better? Do you have any enjoyments: music, television, friends, jokes, etc.???How can we help each of you start to feel better???Allan:( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted September 10, 2009 Report Share Posted September 10, 2009 Hi allanguess you got a point there,sometimes its kinds hard to stay possitive all the time.I do try though.Yes , i am in therapy, thankyou for asking. Im also still in hospital , i do yoga classes, (god knows how thats meant to help, but hey im no dr), relaxation therapy, art therapy, counceling,and a few other things.I agree with you life dosnt have to be so awlful, so if you wouldnt mind passing that on to the people that are makiing mt so called existance such hell, well i would be very grateful.Sorry if i come accross as rude, but ive had a v.bad daywith respectsue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
malign Posted September 10, 2009 Report Share Posted September 10, 2009 To everybody who's plucking on Sue's last nerve,Please stop. She has a right to have some happiness, too. And if, in the process, you happen to get stuffed, well, go with it. Sometimes it's for the best. ;-)There, does that help? :-) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted September 10, 2009 Report Share Posted September 10, 2009 Guess we will have to wait and see if it helps, but hey it made me laugh for the first time today Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
malign Posted September 10, 2009 Report Share Posted September 10, 2009 Not to echo an idiot, but ...Mission Accomplished! :-) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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