The topics on my mind the most right now are two things... Firstly being that I'm not doing that well with socializing with people at school. Maybe I just need to ask for names after I talk with them. I feel like after I talk with someone they think I'm weird or something. I think they think that I look to old for them or something. Obviously a lot of this is just self consciousness. I still find it very hard being bald at my age. It makes me look older then I am but I don't want to cover it wit
I'm very frustrated right now. I didn't realize my dyslexia would ever truly come in the way of success in school but now it's in my face. I was reading some literature from the early 1900's for my ENG 102 class. The combination of my terrible working memory and pronunciation of new words made the text completely worthless. Every three sentences of text has a word I cant pronounce. I don't know what my plan is... possibly telling my teacher and asking for suggestions. Getting a dictionary as we
Heyo, everyone. Just wanted to let you guys know where I went. I'm doing pretty well at the moment and classes and my mood are better then ever. I'm seeing my therapist again to work out my remaining anxiety issues. Shes going to be asking me some hard questions apparently next time we meet, kinda excited about that. BRING IT ON!! Yah, so the less time I'm here the better I probably am doing. I'm becoming much more like my ideal self. I've ditched porn pretty much. Figured that if my parents di
As of late I've been trying to build up my friendships with friends I know. In a world where everything is available in an instant it's hard for me to slowly build up my friends. I'm the kinda guy that would totally hug a stranger if they looked sad. My true friends are people I know inside out. I really don't care much for casual friends, I want friends that deeply care about me and me back to them. I'm slowly learning that I need to call people often to build a friendship. I never called kids
TRIGGER WARNING: Sex talk, sexuality confusion, talk of porn The Internet's Interference With Sexuality I'm confused about my sexual orientation. I don't know what I truly find sexy. Today, for example, I found “regular” porn to be exciting. That's pretty rare in my case, most of the time it's to all sorts of odds and ends. Those odds and ends being all sorts of stories, furry cub porn(cute stuff mostly) and bondage whatever it might be. I haven't viewed anything illegal in a year because I cou
My mom is so pissed that I shaved my head but I did it because of my male pattern baldness. I've had it since 18. Shes being extremely mean about it to me. Thanks for making me feel worse about myself. Fuck you. I give up. I feel so nervous around my parents 24/7.
Hear! Hear! SkyHawk is here! Lets see... I'm checking in because it seems like there's all sorts of helpful people here. No saying when I might leave suddenly though, I tend to do that. My issues: -Into child porn(not sex or violent just light stuff) since i was 14 I think. -Social Anxiety, but not all the time. I love to randomly talk to people on the street. But crowds scare me. -Depression/Loneliness -- I don't feel I fit in with the rest of society. I'm still working on finding people that
