Mark, that's beautiful! :(...

(I was wondering weather to ask you about your recent therapy night - if it went well. And this poem makes me wonder if it's a kind of answer to this question... )

hope your ok

I'm okay, Sue. Just processing.

I hope you're okay, too.

processing ???? :confused: work wiser or life wise ?

im fine.

I'm processing through my own feelings.

I have feelings about my entire life: work, site, relationships, divorce, general grumpiness. ;-)

I'm trying to build them into a working 'me'.

WOW, well that sounds like a challenge, good luck big bro

You already have a working 'me' it just needs a little 'nudge' in the right direction. But you will get there

Guess its a bit like me tryin' to kick my ass into gear - but without the help from a mechanic (apparently they dont work on humans - I asked !!! )

Wanna talk about it some more bro ?

(or am I being too nosey ?)

A better-working me, then?

Honestly, I put it into colors because words didn't work.

I hope that's okay, for the moment.

Maybe it's a way to consider that you're okay being as you are...and that being true to yourself means you can take on the challenges (and the feelings that come with those challenges) that life brings you. I like those thoughts.

Either that or I'm drowning my anger in paint. :-)

I actually meant it to express itself, but I guess that isn't going to fly.

Well...everything is subjective on some level...I saw it through my vision of things and took out of it what I would... Worked for me.

I hope it did for you, too, in the way that you needed it to.

Yeah, it worked pretty much the same for me ... except it was stuff that I put in. :-)

I thought it worked, just as a poem.

We'd been talking about pink and blue and them blending together, and all. The image of painting in bright colors pretty much came all by itself.

A better-working me' date=' then?

Honestly, I put it into colors because words didn't work.

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didnt mean to offend you mark - sorry.

I'd speak up if I was offended, sweety.

I felt stuff; I didn't know how to say it; so I wrote a poem about it instead. I let the colors tell the story instead of words.

I know mark, im sorry.

the peom is pretty self explanitry - was just hoping if I asked it may of enabled you to put some of it into words - really didnt mean to be a cc - sorry bro.

Yeah, you're right. It's more putting stuff in, isn't it?

What color would pink and blue make when blended together? I know red and blue make purple. Does that mean pink and blue would be lilac or light purple?

Maybe you should paint, Mark.

I like writing poetry because it slows things down for me, lets me really ffffeeeellll things...which I love, of course.

Well, if you think I was angry at you, I wasn't. Just sayin', in case ...

Sweety, please stop calling yourself that. You're a caring person, not a cowchops.

Maybe I should paint Mark. :-)

I'm afraid pink and blue would probably come out somewhere near brown, in a color I don't know the name of, hence ...

Darn. I liked the lilac idea...

Well, I have a good imagination anyhow.

Well, Beth, no one's going to stop you if you want to be lilac. :-)

It's all in the mixture ...

Well, right now I'm working on the pink. Once I feel I've expressed that, maybe I can blend into the lilac.

Somehow I always end up talking about myself in your blog. :confused:

Probably has something to do with blueness and pinkness, Beth. Don't worry about it. :-)

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chocolate?

Sorry I thought I heard chocolate being mentioned - and had to pop by

Maybe its Cadburys, SomethingOrOther :cool:

If this guy were eating chocolate, would it be a picture of how you feel, malign? :o