havnt hit anyone big bro - just feel like i want too, thats all - nout major i guess.

and well big sis dont know what id do - coz i know there is nothing

sorry im like this i will go away now.

take care

Sue you are one of the kindest persons I have ever met in all my years walking this planet. I know that if you met someone in this kind of pain you would reach out to them and let them know they were not alone. I have seen you sit with plenty of people here on this site, and you don't judge them, you know they need a friendly word or hand to reach across, even those that are really really angry.

lil sis, please be patient with you and give you a chance:(:(

We're sitting with you, Sue. I'm sorry things are so difficult and painful.

That was a really nice thing to say about me - thanks big sis, and thanks Beth

Not feeling quite as angry today - perhaps I'm (finally) coming to my senses - or maybe its coz I found out late last night Jerk Face aint back at work till next week. Guess which one is most likely though:rolleyes:

Got therapy today... and my 3 day section is up (I think) - YaY, well I thought it was up yesterday - but apparently according to JF, I was mistaken

If I'm lucky and behave myself enough to cover my backside (not too much though - that'd be expecting to much from myself presently) I may be able to con my way out of this hospital and go home. Which in my eyes is long over due and really what I need to do right now - for whats left of my own sanity.

you have a lot to feel angry about, SueSue!!

I worry about the point of self-loathing... we are all struggling to learn the effects of turning against ourselves and abandoning care toward ourselves.

I hope you get to talk to a friendly person soooooon!!!!!!

(((((( hugs to you lil sis ))))))

Hey there Sue :-) Just stopped by to say hi. Oh, and I hope your day is treating you kindly A very bright, kind-hearted, thoughtful woman I know always says that and it makes me feel good :-)

My section is up - it was up yesterday I knew Jerk Face was lying to me - but couldnt prove it. Huh, can now though what a S.H.

So YaY - freedom, yeah ok, maybe not - still stuck here, and if I try to leave hello to the 28 dayer :mad:

Reasons to be cheerful, 1,2,3

Hey there Sue :-) Just stopped by to say hi. Oh, and I hope your day is treating you kindly A very bright, kind-hearted, thoughtful woman I know always says that and it makes me feel good :-)

pleased you have someone to say that to you and that it makes you feel good.

take care ken

This sucks!!!!

Think I'll go "Suck Eggs" for a while - that may sort me out *wonders if they will let me have eggs in here*

I like happy - like seeing others happy - happy is good. But right now I feel like being a miserable, moody, stroppy bitch, Im comfortable with that

Oh and Therapy also sucked, .............

hope everyones day is going how they want it too, take care an goodnight

Wouldn't it be silly if we all were required to leave here if we weren't happy, Sue?

I'm sorry things aren't going well. If I had any eggs, I'd send them to you, if that would help ...

Sorry Sue. I typed it wrong. YOU often tell others 'I hope your day is kind to you.'

YOU. You make me feel good.

Sorry you're not having a better day. :-(

(((((Sue)))))

Erm you're not allowed to send food from america to the UK - big sis tried sending me cadburys' once - and even if you could send me eggs big bro they'd probably break - besides knowing my luck I wouldn't be allowed them. But thanks big bro the thought means a lot to me. As does the images I have now going through my mind of what I'd do with a pack of eggs

Ken, thanks - I'm sorry I didn't realise you were on about me. My dark place has taken over and bought with it natural dumbness - thanks for your kindness

((((Hugs Beth))))

Thanks you guys for putting up witH me and despite my moods still listening to me and caring:)

I'm sorry

You are our friend, Sue.

I wonder why you can't receive food from america. Someone I work with came here from England and her family often sends food from england to America. But she says that American cadbury is no where near as good as the Cadbury chocolate in England. So you're better off getting your Cadbury there

anyway, don't have much else to say other than of course.....................

Friends.

Another day - just like all the others that have decided to show themself to me - Oh wonderful!

Dont feel like trying to - get better - be happy - be polite and respectful - do whats asked of me - do anything productive or positive - actually I just feel like doing nothing, cept laying in bed crying, sulking and feeling pretty darn sorry for myself

But I am trying, and its a real heavy battle. I'm up, showered 'nd dressed - huh, even managed to eat a little breakfast - which by the way was totally disgusting and reminded me why I stopped eating just over a week ago, hmmm wont fall for that trick again. But hey hum. Now Ive just gotta try stop crying and resist the temptation to flop into bed for the rest of the day/night, coz I need to get my backside moving or Im just gonna get even lazier

Erm, roll on bed time - please:o

Sue, did you say they changed your medication recently? Maybe it needs to be adjusted again?

I'm sorry you're hurting so badly. We're thinking about you and we care.

i dunno - cant remember if they've change my meds - dont even know what meds I'm actually on anymore. I asked what the injections are that they keep shoving in me and all I gotten told was "its medicene to help you feel better" - which is fine if talking to a five year old - but the adult me would like to have a answer that is a little more detailed - like wtf are they shoving into me. Doubt I'd get much luck asking what the tablets are that I'm taking - I ony recognise my heart meds

guess itss not so bad today - no Jerk Face around to make me feel smaller than a ant, and no one hassling me to go to anymore groups - coz I kinda had a 'moment' in the group session this morning. So Im back in bed now - thankfully. Peace, well for a while till the rest of the patients that share this dormatory manage to escape to here. Than well its anyones guess - guess it depends on what frame of mind were all in later

Hope your day is going okay beth

Hi Sue!

Hi Ken

How are things hun?

:rolleyes: