No air conditioning, that sucks! If the weather there is as hot and humid as it is here I couldn't imagine being without ac. Work just keeps getting worse for you

I hope he's nice too, I'd hate to have to hurt him

i hate work so much. there were a few nicer than usual customers today though. yesterday they were all horrible.

bring some vegetables in your handbag and if he makes you angry, throw them at him! [it is vegetable week]!

Ha! That's a good idea Blossom, if he says anything I'll just say, What, it's vegetable week!

I haven't had any bad customers yet today either, but we have slowed wayy down. Yesterday they were bad, maybe it had something to do with the day or the moon or something, since you had bad customers too.

i wish life wasn't so hard..

yeah, I know blossom

we can try to think of ways to make it easier,but I don't really know any

me neither starry.. sleep makes it easier sometimes. i bought a "good night sleep" kit today aswel. maybe if the world was smaller everyone would be nicer and happier and noone would hurt each other.

What is a good night sleep kit?

That sounds interesting.

I don't know, I think that people hurt each other in big worlds and small. All we can do is try not to hurt others the best we can.

i'm not really sure what it is yet.. i just thought it looked cool so i bought it. it comes with a sleep well meditation cd, a dream journal, sleep aromatherapy oil and a body type test..and an instruction book.

that sounds like fun, if I got it I would be excited for bedtime to try it out

Maybe this will help you sleep better, that was a good idea to buy blossom.

i think i only bought it because the packaging was nice..!! i havn't really opened it properly yet..too tired!! maybe i should take a nap now..

hmm yeah I understand that, I like things in pretty packaging too!

Blossom, it's 9:30 at night by you, why don't you just go to sleep for the night, it might help you feel better to get some extra sleep. You could open your cool new sleep stuff and see how it works

no i can't it's too early. i need to spend my time wisely and make it last as long as possisble because before i know it it will be time for work again..

aww, yeah but sleeping is just the best ever! I don't know, I would sleep my life away if I could! ( I think I sleep too much )

I was just thinking that maybe if you weren't so tired than maybe work wouldn't be too terrible, well maybe not as bad as usual.

well, i don't have work until 1 tomorrow so i suppose i will get a little extra sleep.. i like sleeping too but i don't like the thoughts of waking up..that scares me a lot:(

oh well that's good, at least you don't have to get up early.

you're right, the worst part about going to sleep is knowing you have to wake up.

if i were to die i think i'd like to go peacefully in my sleep. then i wouldn't ever have to feel anything again.

yeah, that's definitely a good way to go, the preferred way.

that probably won't happen though:( are you still in work star?

yeah, I'm at work, don't feel like going home, don't feel like staying here, I don't know, I'm just tired I guess.

and my dr cancelled on me, so no therapy tonight

he cancelled on you...?!! that wasn't very nice.. so will you have therapy some other night instead? he sucks.

I don't know he said he wanted to talk on the phone later and reschedule, I don't even care, I have been asking him to help him but instead he cancels on me. thanks.

he sounds like a stupid therapist.. are you going to keep seeing him?

I don't know blossom, probably, I'd really rather see someone who could help me, but this is just where I'm stuck right now. Oh well, I guess I didn't really expect he would help me anyway.

i'm sorry starry.. that sucks:( the thoughts of starting therapy in college scares me a lot too. maybe i won't even go..