i had a nice day today and i feel kinda good for a change!!! i think maybe it's because i got proper sleep last night.. i feel verrrrry peaceful:) i went outside a little while ago and sat in the dark and it felt reallllly good because there was a nice breeze and it wasn't raining. and then i had ice-cream:D and that made me feel even better!!!

i hope tomorrow is a good day, it's my last day off work until nexxxxxt week... tomorrow is an important day, i find out for definite whether i have a place in the college i want to go to or not...up til now i've just been assuming that i have a place....i think (HOPE!!!) i'll have enough points....really, i should be feeling verrrrry scared right now!!!(but i'm not..:confused:) even if i don't get a place there, i've applied to lots of other colleges so i'll probably get in somewhere. it's kinda funny that i feel so calm!!! today is a funny day. i feel like i can control my moods better today!!!!!! i havn't felt sad allllllllll day and i havn't been up and down like a yoyo, or i havn't been like a cuckoo clock either( i don't think...) I feel reallllllly gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

really, i should try sleep more often!!! or else eat more ice-cream.