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feeeeeeeeeeeelin' goooooood!!!!!!!!!!!



i had a nice day today and i feel kinda good for a change!!!:( i think maybe it's because i got proper sleep last night.. i feel verrrrry peaceful:) i went outside a little while ago and sat in the dark and it felt reallllly good because there was a nice breeze and it wasn't raining. and then i had ice-cream:D and that made me feel even better!!!

i hope tomorrow is a good day, it's my last day off work until nexxxxxt week... tomorrow is an important day, i find out for definite whether i have a place in the college i want to go to or not...up til now i've just been assuming that i have a place....i think (HOPE!!!) i'll have enough points....really, i should be feeling verrrrry scared right now!!!(but i'm not..:confused:) even if i don't get a place there, i've applied to lots of other colleges so i'll probably get in somewhere. it's kinda funny that i feel so calm!!! today is a funny day. i feel like i can control my moods better today!!!!!! i havn't felt sad allllllllll day and i havn't been up and down like a yoyo, or i havn't been like a cuckoo clock either( i don't think...) I feel reallllllly gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

really, i should try sleep more often!!! or else eat more ice-cream.


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it's really weird, i'm even in the mood to watch tv , and i'm hardly ever in the mood for that!!!! and i feel like reading too!!! and doing some art!!!!! and i wish i could make some daisy chains right now only it's nighttime and i'm not sure if we have any daisies right now.... i'm getting interested in things i used to enjoy again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:(:):D

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hi blossom, that is so good to hear. See how far a little sleep goes? :(

I will be hoping for you, that you get a spot in the school of your choice. It's good you're not worrying about it (that's something I need to learn, to stop worrying!)

maybe you could use some of your good mood to paint something really cool. I wiish I could paint, but I'm clueless at that kind of stuff. I saw someone painting outside yesterday, when I was with my mom, she was really good and she made it look so easy. (I like to color with crayons in coloring books, does that count as right brained? It's probably my left brain though that makes me stay in the lines and color things with the "proper" color, you know, like the sky has to be blue and the grass has to be green, etc....)

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Hey STaaarrrrrrrrrrrry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!! usually i worry about stupid things and then don't worry about the things i really should worry about like this!!!!! i only have my accommodation booked for my first choice so if i don't get that i'm kinda screwed..!!! but i don't really care right now!!! i might do some painting later i think!!! i'm watching the box set of gossip girl right now!!! i usually hate gossip girl!! dunno what's wrong with me...

yeah, that does count as right brained starrrry!!! you could be a colouring book artiiist!!! the sky doesn't have to be blue or the grass doesn't have to be greennnn ya know!!!! they can be whatevvver colour you want them to beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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It sure sounds like you are feeling love! Love is a good thing. It has an amazing healing effect on the mind... the body too. You could do some mindfulness breaths with it and really take it in (if you wanted). Or just enjoy it like you are.:(

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I'm doing some mindful breathing right now and iiiiii feel even better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm really getting excited about college!!!

How do you feel today?

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I'm pretty joyful too, really. There are so many interesting things to being alive. I didn't feel that way as a kid, but I do now.

[You get to keep this joyful place, Blossom. Even if you know who starts being mean, you have your place of love and joy that can't be taken away.]

Good luck tomorrow with your news; whichever way it goes, there are choices out there for you!!!!

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thanks finding, i'm glad that you're feeling joyful too!!! maybe it's because we were talking about alll that right brained stuff this morning!!! you know who wasn't as bad as usual today. she's picking on daddy right now instead of me...:D i invited her to come see a movie with me and my sister tomorrow...i might regret that in the morning:D:D

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YAAAAAAAAY I GOT INTO THE COLLEGE I WANTED TO GET INTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D:D:D

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