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i'm broken


Blossom

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i'm scared. i don't think i'll ever be able to get better. it scares me how fast my mood goes up and down. i can't stop it from happening. even if i start therapy that won't make me better because i'm not able to put my feelings into words. i can't even write them down here. that's how stupid i am. i don't even know how to help myself so how can anyone else help me? i'm broken and i can't be fixed. i feel so sad but i don't even know why i'm sad right now. everything's so mixed up inside me and it's so confusing. i feel like i'm crying on the inside. i feel like crying on the outside too but there's no tears. i wish i could be helped.

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hey blossom, sometimes when I am having some trouble myself I am afraid to write stuff because I'm afraid I'll just add more negative and noone needs that.

I think that if you stop for a minute and feel what you are feeling, instead of just feeling it think about the feeling and than ask yourself why you are feeling that. I don't know if I am making sense or not but for myself I can always just say that I feel bad, very sad, anxious, hopeless, whatever it may be at the time, and I'll think I don't even know why. But usually if I ask myself what is wrong, why are you feeling that, than I can figure it out. Am I making any sense? I guess I'm just saying you have valid reasons for feeling sad or whatever the feeling is and maybe if you talk to yourself you can figure it out. Or maybe I'm not explaining myself right (I'm probably using the wrong words)

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thanks star. i know you're having a bad night too so thanks for replying. i see what you mean. i've tried asking myself what's wrong and i honestly don't know. i tried writing a long letter to myself trying to find out why i felt to bad earlier on. i still couldn't figure it out. i dunno. i think i'll go to bed. thanks star. i hope you start to feel a little better.

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My night isn't too bad, there were a couple incidents but it didn't get too out of control, it sucks but whatever, I'm fine. I was hoping to get out by myself for a while but it didn't happen, I'll survive. Just a little longer and I can go to bed.

Well good night blossom, I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.

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it's...........................................................................................................................................................................a.....................................................................................................bubble blower!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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YOU'RRRRE WEEELCOME FINDINGGGG!!!:D

we probably do have some but i've never seen any!!! (and i guess someone probably planted it there and i just never seen it before!) i've never been camping before!

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NO WAY REALLY?!!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S SO FUNNY! I LOVE PLAYDOH AND WHEN I WAS IN WORK TODAY I WAS THINKING THAT I MIGHT GET A LAVA LAMP FOR MY COLLEGE BEDROOM:D I'M SO JEALOUS THAT YOU HAVE PLAY DOH AND I DONT..!!!!

[oohhhhh sorry...i'm allergic...]

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That is FREAKY!!!! [this lava lamp is not working so great so far... maybe that's why it was for sale:rolleyes:] You DEFINITELY need some playdough. Here is the best recipe ever for the homemade kind. It's better than the store kind!!

Sift together

1 cup flour

1/4 cup salt

2 Tablespoons cream of tartar

then mix in

2 Tablespoons of cooking oil

1 cup of water with lots of food coloring added.

Cook over medium heat, stirring constantly. It will clump together when it's done. I use a heavy wire whisk to get all the lumps out.

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I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS A RECIPE TO MAKE PLAYDOH:D!!!!

:D i have no cream of tartar.. maybe i can buy some after work tomorrow.. i used to have sparkly play doh when i was small..

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