hey blossom, sometimes when I am having some trouble myself I am afraid to write stuff because I'm afraid I'll just add more negative and noone needs that.

I think that if you stop for a minute and feel what you are feeling, instead of just feeling it think about the feeling and than ask yourself why you are feeling that. I don't know if I am making sense or not but for myself I can always just say that I feel bad, very sad, anxious, hopeless, whatever it may be at the time, and I'll think I don't even know why. But usually if I ask myself what is wrong, why are you feeling that, than I can figure it out. Am I making any sense? I guess I'm just saying you have valid reasons for feeling sad or whatever the feeling is and maybe if you talk to yourself you can figure it out. Or maybe I'm not explaining myself right (I'm probably using the wrong words)

thanks star. i know you're having a bad night too so thanks for replying. i see what you mean. i've tried asking myself what's wrong and i honestly don't know. i tried writing a long letter to myself trying to find out why i felt to bad earlier on. i still couldn't figure it out. i dunno. i think i'll go to bed. thanks star. i hope you start to feel a little better.

My night isn't too bad, there were a couple incidents but it didn't get too out of control, it sucks but whatever, I'm fine. I was hoping to get out by myself for a while but it didn't happen, I'll survive. Just a little longer and I can go to bed.

Well good night blossom, I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.

How are you, Blossom?

hey finding, that's a pretty horse:) i'm ok right now i think but that could change. how are you?

I'm glad things are OK at the moment. I am pretty stressed, and I'm just trying to get back on track. Stress is tough, isn't it?

i hate stress:( you need to relax. that's why i decided to buy you this present. . .

it's...........................................................................................................................................................................a.....................................................................................................bubble blower!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

doggs really like them too. i hope it helps you feel less stressed out:(

I love bubbles!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

This guy's relaxed....

I WAS JUST GOING TO POST THAT PICTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I GOT YOU SOMETHING ELSE ASWEL......

IT'S YOUR VERY OWN FIELD OF LAVENDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ohhhh BLOSSOM, you are so kind!!!!!!!!!! I can smell it from here

[Did you see this picture?]

http://media.photobucket.com/image/relax/shad007/relax.jpg

THAT'S SO CUTE:) ...IS IT ALIVE?!! I DISCOVERED A LAVENDER PLANT IN MY GARDEN A FEW DAYS AGO!!!

hmmmmm, maybee you need a relaxing holiday..?!!!

AND thank you for my bubble machine, btw!!!!!

Waterfalls are supposed to be relaxing. Do ye have any in Ireland? This one's in Ohio...

(do lavendar plants volunteer to grow like that??)

I would LOVE to go camping!!!!

fruitttttttt?!!!

YOU'RRRRE WEEELCOME FINDINGGGG!!!

we probably do have some but i've never seen any!!! (and i guess someone probably planted it there and i just never seen it before!) i've never been camping before!

............and here's some vegetables..................":)"!!

FINDINGGG............................DO YOU LIKE PLAY DOH...?!!!:D:D

HAHAA!!!! I just bought some playdoh and playdoh toys at a yard sale along with a .......

Lava Lamp!!!

[WOW, are you going to eat some of those vegetables too??]

NO WAY REALLY?!!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S SO FUNNY! I LOVE PLAYDOH AND WHEN I WAS IN WORK TODAY I WAS THINKING THAT I MIGHT GET A LAVA LAMP FOR MY COLLEGE BEDROOM:D I'M SO JEALOUS THAT YOU HAVE PLAY DOH AND I DONT..!!!!

[oohhhhh sorry...i'm allergic...]

if i had playdoh right now, this is what i would make...

That is FREAKY!!!! [this lava lamp is not working so great so far... maybe that's why it was for sale:rolleyes:] You DEFINITELY need some playdough. Here is the best recipe ever for the homemade kind. It's better than the store kind!!

Sift together

1 cup flour

1/4 cup salt

2 Tablespoons cream of tartar

then mix in

2 Tablespoons of cooking oil

1 cup of water with lots of food coloring added.

Cook over medium heat, stirring constantly. It will clump together when it's done. I use a heavy wire whisk to get all the lumps out.

I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS A RECIPE TO MAKE PLAYDOH:D!!!!

i have no cream of tartar.. maybe i can buy some after work tomorrow.. i used to have sparkly play doh when i was small..